LOVE WAS NO OPTION

THE NIGHT DRAWS A CLOSE...AS MY BED STAYS LONESOME..IT WAITS FOR NO ONE BUT..A LOVE I MADE INVISIBLE..TIME HELD ON..WHERE SMILES BECAME THE SUN BUT RAIN CONTINUES 2 CUM...THE WINDOW FROM OUTSIDE MY ROOM DRIPS LIKE TEARDROPS FLOWIN...LIKE WORDS FROM A SONG...PLAYS...DA LOVE WE HAD STAYS ON MY MIND...I IMAGINE...FEEL THE CURRENT MOVE ME..MY THIGHS TREMBLE...MY BODY HEAT BEGINS 2 GROOVEME...I GRAB MYSELF FROM WITHIN..A PRIVATE PARTY IN SESSION BEGINS...I GO OBSOLUTELY INSANE IMAGINING U..START 2 BRING RELIEF FROM DA ILLUSION..WHAT APPROACHES ME...HE ECSAPES FROM SMOKE FILLED SCREENS.. WHERE HANDS FEELS HIS TOUCH...HIS ARMS ARE SO STRONG...HIS LIPS ARE..OH SO DELECTABLE...PERFORMS ME LOVELY...(BED) NO LONGER SLEEPS...WE LOCK OURSELVES SEXUALLY...ROLLS LOVE IN BED LINENS...ACTS OF 4 PLAY...I DISPLAY ORGANISM... HIS MOUTH BEGINS 2 LICK..WHERE DA SUN DON'T SHINE...WHERE MIDNIGHT SKIES OF HIS QUEEN ACCESSORIZE...TAKES HER LIBERTIES...SALUTES..SAYS.."YOU READY4"..IAM BEEN AWHILE..MY BRIGHTNESS LIGHTS HIS WORLD ENOUGH 2 CLEASNE DA UNIVERSE..ENDS DA POLLEN COUNT...CLEARS DA AIR...HIS EYES SPOKE..I'M WHO U BEEN MISSIN..YOUR WISH IS MY COMMAND...I'LL MERENADE YOUR MOMENT..SAVE DA LOVE WE'LL HAVE..BUT LOVE...LOST IT'S WAY 2 MY HEART...LEFT...2 SAVE SOMEONE ELSE..WITHOUT FEELING ME....A LOVE THEY KNEW EXISTED...CREATE...SHEILA T JORDAN...2008/JULY

THE CUP OF SEMON;DA TASTE BE4 LEAVING

FATHER, ARE U AWARE OF SEED..THEN...LISTEN....POISON!!!DA FIELDS..I'VE BEEN FOUND...AS SEX..REMEMBER THAT BLESSIT EVENT..A HUMAN WITH NO HOME..I LIE DOWN IN GREEN PASTUERS..LAY IN MY MOM'S WATER...GETS READY 2 BURST..FROM BEING BORN..A CHILD MAKES IT'S WAY DOWN THE CANAL...WHERE MY MOM ACHES...SHE SCREAMS..HOLLERS...FIGHTS HER DOCTORS..AS THE INTRIVENOUS BOTTLE COME FALLING OUT HER ARM...THE BLOOD GOES EVERY WHICH WAY ..LOOSE...SHAKES..LIKE A SPRINKLER..WATERING YOUR LAWN...SHE KICK YOUR ASS..JUST BECAUSE YOU SMILED..SAID..I LOVE YOU WIFE...SHE REPLIES...NO DA HELL YOU DON'T...HE SUDDENLY FEELS HER PAIN...NEVER KNOWING THIS IS HOW IT BEGAN...GOD TOLD US PAIN COMES WITH LIVING..BUT IN YOUR CASE...IT'S DYING...THROWN AWAY...LIKE LAST NIGHTS GARBAGE...SHOULD I GO ANY FURTHER...DOES THIS CUT U LIKE A KNIFE...IF NOT..LET ME CONTINUE..SHE WANTS TO LET GO..WHY..IT'S SIMPLE..YOU BEEN GONE..SO WHY SHOW UP NOW...IT'S A LITTLE 2 LATE ..AS I WAITED 4 YOUR RETURN...THE MONTHS KEPTED ME SPITTING UP..WITH MOODSWINGS FROM YOUR ABSENCE...WITH DR JECKEL MEETS MR HYDE..BEING TOUCHED..LOVED..BARES NO FEELINS..YOUR OUT..BUT WHERE..I DON'T KNOW THE FIRST PLACE 2 LOOK...MEANWHILE..THE MINUTES ARE GETTING CLOSER...A SECOND HAS COME...OUR CHILD IS ABOUT 2 EMERGE..WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN..DOC... GET HIM DA HELL OUTTA HERE...CALM DOWN MS ELOISE WRIGHT..SIR YOUR WIFE ASKED THAT YOU LEAVE THE ROOM...HAS IT HIT HOME YET??..NO..THEN LET ME MOVE ON...YOUR CHILD WAS 7LBS6OZ...DID U GET IT YET??..OIC..YOUR HARD OF HEARING..IT'S BEEN THAT LONG HUH..DAMN; HOW MANY DAYS AND NIGHT HAS IT BEEN U LEFT HOME..20..THIRTY MINUTES OR YEARS AGO..I SEE YOU HAVE AN EXPLANATION...LET ME SEE THIS..AN APOLOGY AFTER...35 YRS WOW...LET'S HEAR IT....I COME FROM A WORD CALLED ABANDONMENT...ROTTEN 2 DA CORE.. WICKED...SELFISH...CURSED...A BASTARD CASE...WHERE UPBRINGING CHOSE MY FATE...RULES CAME 2 LATE..SO DENIAL RAISED ME..UNFIT..FAMILY WAS DISFUNCTIONAL...LEARNED BY MANY..DA ART OF BABY MAKING...SLEEPING WITH OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS..DISCIPLINE NEVER TAUGHT A SEED LIKE ME 2 PROGRESS PAST BY WHAT'S WORN IN MY PANTS...BUT I WAS MET BY CHALLENGE...SHE WAS WELL TRAINED..WITH SEX APPEAL...A BODY THAT WOULDN'T WAIT A MINUTE..I'M A GROWN MAN...WITH NO WAY OUT..THIS WOMAN WHO I CALL WIFE..TAUGHT ME RIGHT ALONG WITH RAISING OUR SON...THE SEED WAS DEVELOPED...IDON'T KNOW ABOUT BEING A FATHER...BUT DAD I HEARD A LOT...JUST WASN'T ONE...WHILE I'M DA FRAGMENT... A GRAIN OF SALT..WHAT DRAINS THOUGHT...BECOMES DA FATHER'S ANSWER 2 CHILDHOOD DIPLOMACY...WITH NO DEGREES..SO I CHASED THE MOON AND STARS FOR APPROVAL...LIVING UNDECIDED MYSELF...I RUN AWAY WITH NO LADDERS 2 CLIMB..BECOME BITTER..UNFAITHFUL.. SICK AND TIRED OF BEING (ONE) WITH NO CARE IN DA WORLD...I KNOW HOW THAT FEELS..OTHERS BECAME FAMILY..I WAS A MISFIT..BEGOTTEN GROWN MAN...RAISED BY MY OWN CHILD...NOW I'M WORTHLESS..I DISAPPEARED...NOW WHAT WAS RAISED...I BECAME MY MOM...MY IMAGINARY DAD...MY WIFE..WHAT WAS HIS DOCTRANE 2 RAISE...HE LOOKS FOR..WITH NO EDUCATION...NO FAMILY WITH THEIR ACTS TOGETHER...MY BIRTHRIGHTS ARE LEFT WRITTEN..ON A DOCUMENT..SIGNED HIS FATHER..WITH HIS MOTHER'S NEXT TO MINE..NOW HE'S MOTIVATED AS TECHNOLOGY...THE PRAYERS BEING ANSWER...WHERE DREAMS SAW ME AS FAMILY...GOD CREATED DA SIDE HE KNEW NOTHING ABOUT...NOW 4 THOSE WHO COMES SHORT OF BEING DAD..A 4 LETTER WORD WITH MUCH MEANING IS KEPTED HIDDEN...I'M AM HIS FATHER...I DO EXIST..HOPE LIFE DOESN'T PASS U BY...WITHOUT AN EXPLANATION..IT CAN SOMETIME HAVE DOMINO AFFECT..BEING LEFT UNSAID...LIKE I WAS..PEACE....CREATE..SHEILA T JORDAN

had 2 have a piece of u

DA HOOK SINKS

TODAY I USED MY MIND OVERTIME...I HAD A PIECE OF U 2 DEAL WITH I WENT TO MYSELF....CLOSED THE DOORS OF OUTSIDE INTERFERENCE NEEDED TO THINK CAREFULLY...THERE WAS WORK TO B DONE...A SOUL WHICH NEEDED SOME INTERVENTION...BUT INSTEAD RESTED THE MOMENT WHERE THOUGHTS HAD PROCESSED MY INTELLECT...IT'S BEEN SEVERAL MONTHS NOW..AND I'VE SHOWN SOME PROGRESS...WITH NO HELP NEEDED I RUMBLED IN CONVO...SEARCHED 4 DA TRUTH BEHIND VERSES...WHERE BY STRENGTH AND CHARACTER..CARRIED ME THROUGH ALL OF THIS...SOMETIME I GET WEARY...SOMETIMES I HAVE 2 ASK MYSELF...WHY MUST I BE CHALLENGED ON DA BATTLFIELDS OF EMOTIONS...IT PLAYED MY HEAD...WHERE I BECOME THE INDIVIDUAL INVESTED..I COLLABORATE IN SILENCE..WHAT NEGOTIATES AN IDEA...LOOKIN GOOD AT ONE TIME...CHANGE DOES A PERSON WITH NO WORDS 2 SPECULATE...WITH NO EYES THAT SEES A VICTIM OF CIRCUMSTANCE...BUT CAN'T FOR THE LIFE OF POETRY..BE WHAT'S WRITTEN ALWAYS BECOMES THE INTRODUCTION TO ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP WITHA NAME... MISSIN...IT TAKES A FOOL 2 LEARN THAT LOVE DON'T WANT NOBODY IN LIKE MUCH MORE LOVE...CARING...HOW U ARE...WHAT U ARE 2 WORDS SAID...AND WHAT LEAVES U EMPTY...LIKE A GLASS OF KOOL-AID...IN A HIGH PRICE ENVIORNMENT.. DON'T BELONG..YOUR FACE IS LEFT RED..LIPS ARE LEFT RED...TASTE IS DIFFERENT YOUR TYPE SHOWS YOU IN ANOTHER LITE...WHERE VINTAGE DRINKS..YEARS AGES IN TIME...HOW MUCH ARE U WORTH...YOU DECIDE...SO TIME PASSES ON I TAKE A LONG LOOK AT ME...MONTHS HAVE TURNED IN2 VICTORIES SHARED..WHAT WAS IMAGINING A TWO-WAY PROFITABLE CREATION MENTIONED...IT WAS GOOD WHILE IT LASTED...BUT NOW I MUST SPREAD MY WINGS...TAKE IT 2 ANOTHER LEVEL BE OUTTA HERE...I'M HURTING LIKE HELL...CAN'T PRETEND A WRITER..THE TRUTH WEARS ME THIN...TIRED OF TRYING...I'M DONE..WHERE DO I GO FROM HELLO...DOES IT MATTER...LEAVING...B4 THIS GETS ANY WORST...PEACE...CONFESSION..DA WEB

BYE SGT/ ANDREW SEABROOK

THE NEWS HIT HOME TODAY WHEN A REPORT CAME ABOUT THE LOST OF A ARMY VET...SGT ANDREW SEABROOK OF MY HOME TOWN ..SOUTH OZONE PARK, QUEENS NYC...WHEN JUST A MONTH AGO...ANOTHER WAS KILLED FROM JACKSON HEIGHTS QUEENS...THATS BETWEEN CORONA AND FLUSHING..NEAR SHEA STADIUM ABOUT A 20 MINUTE DRIVE FROM WHERE I LIVE..I'M JUST 10 MINUTES FROM KENNEDY AIRPORT...THIS IS WHERE YOU SEE A LOT OF MILITARY..WATCHING OVER TERMINALS..JOBS...THEY WOULD COME TO MY UNIT TO EAT...PETROLS THE AIRPORT ALL DAY LONG...I'M USED TO IT BY NOW..BUT I FEEL LIKE JUNGLE WARFIRE IS OUR NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR...911 CHANGED OUR LIVING...AND DISASTER FOR DA ONES WHO DIED...THE MILITARY HAS LOST SO MANY EVEN AFTER THE CATASTROPHY....I JUST WANNA GIVE MY CONDOLENSES 2 THE SEABROOK FAMILY...I KNOW HIS PASSING COMES AS A SHOCK...SHE JUST SPOKE WITH HIM FRIDAY..TOLD HER..I'M TAKING CARE OF OUR BUSINESS..HIS MOTHER HAD LOST HER BATTLE WITH CANCER..THAT WAS THE FAMILY HOME WHERE HE GREW UP..HE WAS TRYING TO PAY BAC BILLS..WHICH HIS MOM HAD STRUGGLED TO DO...NOW HE'S GONE...HIS FRIEND CARLOS SPOKE ..SAYING...HIS LIFE WAS HIS WIFE..MOM AND FAMILY..PLUS...HIS FRIEND SPOKE THEY USE TO WORK ON CARS..WAS A AUTO MECHANIC....SHOWED HIS CARS..WHERE HE WORKED IN HIS GARAGE...HE WAS GOOD..THE CARS WERE OLD CHEVORLETS..AIRBRUSH.. DESIGNS WERE COOL.. HE LIVED NEAR MY OLD HIGH SCHOOL WHICH IS 20 BLOCKS FROM ME MY NEIGHBOR...THIS TAKES AWAY LIFESTYLES...HARDWORK AND SACRIFICE..WITH A PURPOSE WOULD U GIVE OF YOURSELF..DIE FOR YOUR COUNTRY..LEAVING BEHIND A WIFE..CHILDREN AT 36..HE DIDN'T EVEN GET TO ENJOY HIS FAMILY...SAD..THE WORLD IS A SAD PLACE...PRAY AUDIENCE...PRAY FOR EVERYONE...MR ANDREW SEABROOK..REST IN PEACE...CREATE

THE HOYTS / DESPITE ALL ODDS /A LOVE STORY

GOODMORNING.. THIS IS.. BY FAR..THE MOST INSPIRATING TESTIMONY OF STRENGTH..POWER..LOVE AND FORTITUDE..BROUGHT TOGETHER..BY A FATHER AND SON..DICK HOYT...A MAN WITH PHENOMINAL COURAGE AND A BIG HEART...HAS A SON WHO IS HANDICAPPED AT BIRTH WHEN AN ABILICAL CORD WAS WRAPPED AROUND HIS NECK...HE SURVIVED..BUT..IT LEFT HIM PARALIZED...THIS STORY TOUCHED MY HEART SO MUCH....I FELT THERE WAS A REASON TO WRITE THIS MORNING ABOUT THE TWO...I RECIEVED A EMAIL FROM MY FROM MY BROTHER'S FRIEND THOMAS...WELL HE'S LIKE FAMILY TO US..HE SENT THIS YOU TUBE AND WHEN I SAW IT..I REALIZED SOMEONE ELSE SENT ME THE SAME STORY...SO..I THOUGHT..THIS MUST BE GOD..TELLING ME..YOU MUST SAVE THIS STORY..WRITE..NOW...THE HOYTS ARE WHAT WE WOULD SAY...THE FOUNTAIN BEING BROUGHT WATER..TO SAVE HIS SON'S LIFE..GOD BE THE GLORY AND IN HIM..HE SHOWS BEING RESCUED...BELIEVE..THAT ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE...THESE 2 ARE INCREDIBLE..DICK HOYT STARTED RUNNING WITH HIS SON THROUGH HILLS AND VALLEYS..SWAM..NEVER ONCE LEAVING HIS SON BEHIND..THEY ARE A TEAM EFFECT ..I LOVE THE WAY IT'S UNCONDITIONAL...CARRYING HIS SON...LIFTING HIM UP IN AND OUT OF HIS CHAIR..ENTERING MARATHONS..SWIMMING TOURTAMENTS..SEEING THE SIGHTS ALONG THE WAY...WHEN I LOOKED AT THIS VIDEO...FULLNESS CAME OVER ME..I KEPT CRYING..THINKING HOW BLESSED I AM AS A HUMAN BEING..WITH NO BIRTH DEFECTS OR MENTAL FORMALITIES..HIS SON RECIEVED HIS DIPLOMA AND HIS COLLEGE DEGREE...EDUCATED..A FULL CIRCLE OF WIT AND CHARM..COMES FROM THE LOVE INSTILLED IN ONE ANOTHER..ALL FROM HAVING A FATHER WHO..LOVES HIM SO MUCH. TO ALL THE DADS THAT READ THIS STORY...YOU NEED TO COME TOGETHER FOR A PURPOSE..LIFE..LOVE..COMPASSION..CARING..SHARING AND MOST OF ALL..BEING A PART OF THEIR LIVES...WHERE ARE U AT THIS MOMENT???WHILE SEPARATION COMPLAINS..YOUR ABSENT...NEVER AROUND ..THE MOST IMPORTANT ACCESS OF PROCREATION IS 2 BE THERE FOR HIM/HER...IT'S THE NUMBER ONE PROBLEM IN SOCIETIES HOMES TODAY...DAD..GOTTA TAKE A LOOK AT YOURSELF...CHANGE...GET IT TOGETHER..IT'S ALL ON YOU..THE HOYTS SHOWS THAT NO MATTER HOW BAD IT LOOKS..PARENTAL STABILTY IS WORST WITHOUT THAT COMMUNICATION..STAYIN AROUND FOR THEM..I FELT THIS MUST BE ADDRESSED..DUE TO THE MANY MALES WHO HAD NO (MALE) RULE MODELS WHILE GROWING UP..DUE 2 DEATH OR ABANDONING SHIP..SOMEWHAT LIKE A GERM THAT BREAKS OUT...IT BECOMES CONTAGIOUS..AND THE EFFECTS HORRIFIES YOUR COMMUNITY...WHERE EVERYONE/THING IS QUARANTINE..YOU ESCAPE..RUN..HIDE FROM IT..NOT EXCEPTING YOUR RESPONSIBILTY OR THE OUTCOME..ONLY WHEN THE TABLES ARE TURNED...YOU WANNA BE LOVED...IT'S NEVER TO LATE..BUT.. THE AFTER AFFECTS PAYS DA PENALTIES TO HEAL WOUNDS LEFT UNSUPERVISED...GOD BLESS MR DICK AND RICK HOYT..2 EXAMPLES OF ETERNAL LOVE..KEEPIN IT REAL..THOUGHT I MENTION...CREATE...GO TO WWW.YOUTUBE.COM/RICK AND DICK HOYT STORY...IT'S A MUST SEE..PEACE

QUOTE/ THE RIGHT MAN

"I WOULD RATHER HAVE A SLICE OF A MAN... THAN A WHOLE AVERAGE MAN WITH AMOUNTS SHARED... I FOUND THIS TODAY..IN MY BIBLICAL STUDIES...IT MAKES SENSE...BILLY GRAHAMS WIFE WROTE THIS AS A WOMAN WHO SPEND MOST OF HER LIFE BEING LEFT ALONE TO RAISE HER FAMILY...WHILE HER HUSBAND IS ON THE ROAD TO SERVE GOD...WHEN I THINK ABOUT THE TIMES WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU..A MAN 2 SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH..TAKES CARE OF HIS RESPONSIBILITIES...THEN..GOES AROUND THE WORLD PREACHING THE GOSPEL OF JESUS...THIS IS A TEST OF TRUE LOVE..UNSELFISH...GOTTA BE STRONG TO EXCEPT WHAT'S INTENDED FOR PEACE OF MIND...DISTANCE IS AMAZING..SOMETIMES IT TEACHES U..YOUR NOT ALWAYS THERE TO SAVE WHAT IS AVAILABLE..WHEN I WAS MARRIED..I USED TO BE A HOUSEWIFE..MOTHER..NO OCCUPATION OR GOALS..WELL I HAD GOALS OF WHICH I PUT ASIDE FOR MY FAMILY...AFTER BECOMING SO INVOLVED..IT BECAME AN ADJUSTMENT OF SORTS..YOUR THE EXCEPTION TO THE RULES OF MATRIMONY...TIL DEATH DO U PART..WHAT MAKES A MARRIAGE BECOME BENEFISCAL...HOW LONG WILL IT LAST...I WAS ONE OF THOSE WOMAN THAT CONSTANTLY SPOKE OUT...EXAMPLE...WHEN ARE WE GONNA DO SOMETHING TOGETHER??..WHY ARE U SO SATIFIED WITH OUR LIFE STYLE??...NEED A VACATION..U GET ONE..IT'S THE SAME THING EVERY YEAR..TOO COMFORTABLE..HE LOVED IT..BUT I WAS MISERABLE...WHEN I JOINED THIS GROUP OF WOMAN..STARTED GOING OUT..DINNER WAS FIXED..THE CHILDREN STAYED AT MY MOTHER'S HOUSE..BUT HE WAS UNHAPPY WITH HIMSELF..WE EVENUALLY GOT A DIVORCE...I WANTED MORE...I STARTED GOING TO SCHOOL FOR CHILDCARE...OPENED MY OWN BUSINESS AT HOME..WHERE I TOOK CARE OF 10 CHILDREN..MADE A PLAN FOR RECREATIONAL SKILLZ..WHERE I WAS PLEASED..BUT AT NIGHT...WHILE THE KIDS WAS ASLEEP...I WAS LONELY..THIS WENT ON FOR 2YEARS..WHERE I MET A GENTLEMAN..WHO WAS JOGGING PAST MY APT..HE SAID HELLO SISTAH...HOW ARE U TODAY?..I REPLIED HI..WE BECAME FRIENDS..HE WAS FROM OAKLAND CALIFORNIA..HIS NAME WAS DEVON..HE WAS A BANKER..WORKED FOR CHASE IN MAHATTAN..TOLD ME HE WAS LOOKING FOR A APARTMENT..DID I KNOW OF ONE AROUND THE AREA..WELL..THIS WAS ONE OF THE BEST EXPERIENCES I EVER ENCOUNTERED..HE FELL IN LOVE WITH MY KIDS..EXCEPTED ME AS A SINGLE MOTHER..LIVED WITH ME FOR THREE YEARS...VERY RESPECTFUL..ONE NIGHT HE CAME HOME..SAW I HAD COMPANY...A FRIEND(MALE) COME TO VISIT...WHERE HE SAID..I QUOTE,,DO U ALWAYS ENTERTAIN WITH OTHER MAN AROUND YOUR KIDS..WELL I GOT UPSET..ASK HIM TO LOOK FOR ANOTHER PLACE..HE GOT VERY QUIET...WENT TO JOG..WHEN HE CAME BAC..HE TOLD ME HE WAS GETTING FEELING..I TOLD HIM NO..DON'T PLEAZZ..I CAN'T DO THIS..I STILL LOVED MY EX...THIS MAN COULD HAVE BEEN MY HUSBAND TODAY..U SEE..HE WAS A GIFT FROM GOD...HE WAS VERY RELIGIOUS...WHAT I ALWAYS WANTED...HE READ HIS BIBLE EVERY NIGHT AFTER WE HAD DINNER..NEVER LOUD OR BOYSTERIOUS..ALWAYS SMILING..PLAYED WITH MY CHILDREN..GOT ALONG WITH ALL OF THEM...ME..I WAS HAPPY HAVING HIM AROUND...WELL..IN DA LONG RUN..HE GOT A PLACE IN HIS MOTHER'S FRIEND HOUSE THREE BLOCKS FROM ME..SHE USED TO LIVE IN CALI..A VERY STRICT WOMAN..HE LIVED WITH HER UNTIL..WHERE HE COULDN'T TAKE HER RULES..SO WE GOT BAC TOGETHER..AS FRIENDS...UNTIL HE MET ANOTHER IN CHURCH..OLDER LIKE ME...BROUGHT HER BY...SUDDENLY I GOT A STRANGE FEELIN TO COME OVER ME...IT WAS JEALOUSY..FOR THE FIRST TIME..I WAS SEEING HIM AS MINE AND NOT HERS..THE MORAL 2 THIS IS..WHAT WAS THERE 2 BEGIN WITH...YOUR HEART SPOKE LAST..HE'S MARRIED NOW TO THIS WOMAN..RAISED HER KIDS...HE CAME BACK IN 2004 TO VISIT ME..FOUND OUT THE ONE WHO HE WAS SO CRAZY WITH JUST GOT OUTTA JAIL..MY YOUNGEST SON..NATHAN..HE STARTED SAYING IT WAS HIS FAINT..HE SHOULD HAVE NEVER LEFT ME..I LOOKED AT HIM..SAID..WHAT ARE TALKING ABOUT DEVON??..HE ANSWERED...I DID HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU...I'M SO SORRY..YOUR A GOOD WOMAN..I LET GET AWAY...BILLY GRAHAMS WIFE WENT THROUGH THE RAIN..THE LONELINESS...THE DAYS GONE..STILL WAS ABLE TO SACRIFICE A MARRIAGE MADE IN HEAVEN...LOOKING BACK..SURE HURTS..DEVON'S A DEACON NOW..GOD BLESS YOU DEVON HIGGENBOTHAM..YOUR MAKING IT LAST FOREVER...WHERE FOREVER BRINGS A MOMENT LEFT UNDONE FOR ME...THOUGHT I MENTION..PEACE..CREATE