7YEARS...AFTERMATH OF 911

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S BEEN 7 YRS..THOUGHTS ARE STILL LINGERING..PAIN IS STILL EMERGING NO MATTER HOW MANY NIGHTS..DAYS ..WEEKS...YEARS...THE LIVES AS WE KNOW IT..CAME TO A CLOSE... HURTS...REMAINS SCORNED..A WORLD THAT COMES TOGETHER ON THIS DAY WILL BRING A CALM..QUIET EXISTENCE..NOT 2 GRIEVE..BUT AS A REMINDER OF LOVE..WHICH RINGS OUT AMONG FAMILIES..FIREFIGHTERS...POLICE OFFICERS..OFFICE WORKERS...COOKS...CUSTODIAL HELPERS... MANAGERS..SUPERVISORS..BOSS...OCCUPATIONS THAT WILL STAY AS A SYMBOL OF WHAT WAS..LIVING FROM PAYCHECK.2 PAYCHECK..JUST TO SURVIVE...FEED THEIR FAMILIES....EARN A LIVING....NOT EVER KNOWING THEIR TIME...HOUR IS UP...THIS DAY IS DEDICATED TO ALL AND EVERY SINGLE SOLIDTARY HUMAN..ON THIS EARTH...TO THINK..LOVE..GIVE LOVE...HOLD ON TO...LIFE AS A INSTRUMENT...PLAY WITH HARMONY AND SONG...SING YOUR HEART OUT TO GOD...ASK FOR A BETTER WAY TO CONTROL OUR PRIORITIES...KEEP THE FAITH WITHIN BOUNDARIES..THE CHEMISTRY...PROTECT THE NEXT PERSON..WITHOUT SELFISH OVERTONES..OR BIBLICAL KNOWLEDGE...WHICH HAS A HAND IN BEING ALIVE..OUR DESTINY...CONTEXT..SCRIPTURE...SAVES THE SOUL FROM A BURDEN CALLED...DISASTER...KILLINGS...MURDERS..WITHOUT A WORDS NOTICE...NO TRIALS OR JURY...SHALL STOP THE TERRIOIST PLAN..NO DEFENSE MECHANISM OR PUBLIC OUTBURST..CAN BRING BAC THE LOVE OF THE FAITHFULLY DEPARTED..WHERE..DA EVILS OF 911...THE PENTAGON..THE PLANES..WHAT AIMED AT INNOCENCE FALLS..SPARING NONE...KNOWING..ALL ALONG...THE TARGETS WAS DELIBERATELY SET DEFENSE HAD NO WARNING...KILLED MEN..WOMEN..OF ALL NATIONALITIES..BY SINFUL..DEMONIC ACTS..NO RESTORATION..NO PEACE..NO LOVE..JUST A SENSELESS ACT 2 WIPE OUT DA PEOPLE OF USA...THE OUTCRIES.. ANGER...ASKED DA QUESTION..WHY US?...IN THE EVENT..WE ALL MUST STAND CLOSE..KEEP THE LOVE AND SUPPORT OF OUR COUNTRY ALIVE...FOR WITHOUT THIS...THE MINDS OF THE WARS IN IRAQ WILL CONTINUE...DON'T FORGET...UNITED WE STAND...DIVIDED WE FALL..THEY KNEW OUR NATIONAL ANTHEM...HOW BEAUTIFUL AMERICAN LIVES.. STOOD TALL..HIT US ALL..WHERE WE BUILT STRUCTURE...TRIED 2 DESTROY OUR DREAMS...TODAY..THE DREAM STILL LIVES FOR THE FAMILIES..OUR LOVEONES OF 911...SO IN MEMORY..WE UNITE AS ONE UNIT...COME TOGETHER...BRING THIS WORLD...PEACE OF MIND...PRAY..SING...GIVE HUGS AND KISSES..NEVER LETTING GO OF MEMORIES..BUT..REMAIN THE SOUND OF TRUTH..WEARIN TIME IN AN HOURGLASS...COUNTING THE HOURS LEFT FOR OURSELVES IN LIFE..IT'S SHORT...LIVE AS ONE WORLD...WITH EYES AND EARS FOCUSING...NEVER GIVING UP...BUT..HOLDING ON...BECOMING THE CURE TO HEAL WHAT'S BROKEN..AMEN.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ IN MEMORY OF THIS DAY..MY GOD TRULY BLESS THE FAMILIES..THEIR MINDSET...TAKE THE PODIUM..SPEAK AND KEEP LOVE ALIVE..WITH NO TEARS..KNOWING..THIS 2 SHALL PASS...WHERE WE ALL WILL SEE A BETTER DAY..SEE GOOD COME OUTTA EVIL..LIVING WITH GOD AS..OUR VURTUE..STRENGTH AND VICTORY THERE OF...GOD BLESS...FAMILY..THANK YOU LORD FOR SAVING MY SON..YOU'VE BEEN SO GOOD 2 ME..I HAVE NO REGRETS...I AM TRULY BLESSED...IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU..THAT I GIVE MY WORDS 2 ALL OF TODAY'S MEMORIAL IN MEMORY OF 911...(PEACE) MS SHEILA T JORDAN...(CREATE)..DA LOVE WITHIN ME..>>LUST VS KNOWLEDGE..GO READ THE STORY AND PICTURES OF THE 911..AND MY SON RUSSELL'S SURVIVAL...GO TO MAY 27..THAT'S WHEN I POST IT..THANK YOU AUDIENCE..PEACE..CREATE

SOULFUL LIBERATOR

THE WAR BETWEEN TITLES..PORTRAYS ME...THE BATTLE...IN 20TH CENTURY CINEMATOGRAPHY.. I BECOME THE ROD..THE STEM..THE CHORES..THE BOBWIRE FENCE..YOU THROW ME DOWN..I GET UP AND DEFEND MYSELF FROM...KICKS AND DOGS BARKING..ISN'T THIS A SIGN OF GENERIC S..PULLING TEETH..TAKEN US BAC..FROM WHAT WAS...PLEADING WITH DEFENSE..I CRAWL LIKE LEGS AMPUTATED..I BECOME THE GERM WEARING. FRAGMENTS AND LAST YEARS CLOTHES...WHAT PAYS ME IS NOT ENOUGH...I HAVE NO INSURANCE...WHAT SUPPOSED TO PROVIDE A WHEEL CHAIR FOR MY BALANCE...THE WAR..BECOMES DA STRIP ON THE STREET CORNERS..WHILE DA LAY BECOMES THE DOOR WHICH OPENS ROOMS FEELIN WORTHLESS..CHEAP..LIKE CONCRETE..WHERE I SEX FOR CASH..LIKE MANUERE...WHERE THE EARTH..TOLERATES.INTESTINAL FUMES...BODY ODOR...BACTERIA'S NEGLECT..HIV..THE BATTLES CONTINUES...MY BONES ARE BRITTLE..YOU WANNA FIND ME DISPOSABLE..WHEN I'VE BEEN USED TWICE..THREE TIMES FOR MY SUPERWOMAN STRENGTHS...2 LEAP..B BOUND AND GAGGED..WHEN I REPEAT MY PERFORMANCE..A FACE THAT EQUALS OPPORTUNITIES 2QUALIFY AS..A COLOR OF WAR ..ONCE AGAIN..THE BATTLE WHIPS IT'S OWN..BEGINS LIFE..AS IT'S ONLY WAY 2 SURVIVE..NOW WHO AM I..IN YOUR QUARTERS..DOLLARS..OR 15 CENTS OF APPROVAL...THE LIFE AND TIMES OF MY GENERICS..WHAT WANTS 2 BE USED AS DA BODY..MY HANDS..MY MIND..MY TALENTS..GOING DOWN DA DRAIN...WITHOUT A NAME..RANK..SERIAL NUMBER..CALLING ME...NEWS..FIT 2 PRINT INSTEADS..PLEADS FOR HELP...A MILLION IN ONE..WEARING MILLIONS WRONG..IN POCKETS... TREASURY DEPT..MY DREAM STILL WAITS.."YA HEAR ME"..WHAT LOOKS LIKE ME IN HISTORY..LOOKING BAC AT THEM..SMILEN...MY CHILDREN LIVES IN POVERTY..WITH..NO FOLLOWING..HISTORY ON PAPER..FACE..WITH NO CURRENCY..THERE U ARE..BUT SEES..WARS...BATTLES...LOW BUDGET LIVING...POOR VISIONS..AND LOST CAUSE..BUT..STILL GETS KICKED AROUND..DOGS K-9S..WHILE BEING BUILT..DA STRUCTURE..WITH NO FACE..VALUES..JUST BATTLECRIES..2009 APROACHES..SAME SHIT..DIFFERENT DAYS AHEAD..SO SATIFIED.."WHAT GIVES CONGRESS"..SIGN THAT "BILL"..HOMIE...FACE MATTERS..STOP USING..ABUSING...YOU OWE US..STILL..MEANWHILE..THE BATTLE CONTINUES..DA STRUGGLIN..STILL LIVES..DYING FAST..HAVE A HEART..KNOW DA UNANIMOUS VOTE 2 BECOME ABOLISHED..WELL..SLAVERY STILL LIVES..LEAVES NO TITLES..STILL LIVES POVERTY...NOT FACING QUADS..MONEY AMOUNTS..UNANIMOUSLY VOTED..US..DA DUES PAST..AN OVERLOOKED PROCESS....DEPRIVES...MILLIONS WORTH..PEACE..CREATE

DA PETAL 2 WHAT ANGERS

I MADE A SPEECH...IT GAVE ME VICTORY..STRENGTH..i HAD 2B DA DILIGENCE OF MERCY.. I GOT SMACKED ..SHOOK THE LIVING DAYLIGHTS OUTTA ME...I ROARED AS A LION. I LAID BENEATH THE CIRCLE WHICHED SURROUNDED MY ENEMIES...WHO PLACED A THORN ON MY PRINCIPLES...I BECAME SORE..ANGRY...I OPENED MY MOUTH TO BITE THE HELL OUTTA OF WHAT'S NOT MY BRAVERY...SUNK AS THE RIVERS THAT FLOWS MY VURBAL OUTBREAKS..STOMPIN LIKE A STEPPER..A PHI..BETA..KAPPA TRIBUTE...NO..I'M NOT YOUR AVERAGE COLLEGE ALUMNI NOR A DOCTRANE..WITH MEDALS OF HONOR...NOR A NOBEL PRIZE WINNING WRITER...JUST A CIVIL MINDED SOLJAH..WITH NO METALS OF HONOR..NO GRANDMASTER HIP-HOP SINGER..NO LEGACY FROM DA OL'SKOOL..JUST A HUMAN BEING..TRYIN..TO LIVE AS..THE ACCOMPLISHMENTS..U CARRIED ME THROUGH..CONFIDENCE BEING A MAN...DA SAVIOR..DA..MOMMA RAISIN DA BEHAVIOR..DA STONE UNTURNED..DA CHARACTER LIVED..DA EXCEPTION SPEECH...MY BLACK OWNERSHIP..WHAT MADE ME THE PERSON I AM TODAY...SO ..WHY DO I FEEL SO ANGRY..WHY DOES THE BIRDSONG CLIP HIS WINGS..SITS BAC IN DA GHETTO..LIFELESS..UNPRODUCTIVE.. FIGHTING BATTLES YOU LEFT ME WITH...I CAME..AS A KING..WITH NO THRONE 2 PROCLAIM..NO CASTLE..WITH RUBIES OR GOLD TO DISPLAY..NO TROPHIES OR GIFTS..JUST A GIFT OF GENDER...WASN'T ENUFF 2 KICK THE GENDER..I'M DA G YOU'VE KNOW SO WELL AND YET..FUN LEFT ME ON DOORSTEPS..WITHOUT A WORD NOTICED..DAYS AND NIGHTS DISCARRIGED..MOTIONLESS...WHEN ALL I PRESENTED WAS ...DA THANG YOU WANTED IN ME...WHERE...I..SO PROUDLY PROGRESSED...AS YOUR...NON RESPONSE...COLD..WRONG..THE ONLY ONE IS..OMG...WENT OVER YO' HEAD..I OWE NO APOLOGY...NOW WHO DO U THINK HOLDS NO COMPASSION...LIFE'S ROUGH..LESSONS LEARNED...NOW ASKED ME.."WHATS DA MATTER"...FIRE..BRIMSTONED..YOUR GAME..I LET GO OF..BUT..IT'S ALL GOOD..QUEEN MS S.T.JORDAN..CREATE

WHAT'S DA DEAL

WHAT SUDDENLY DEMANDS ME TO BECOME A MISINTREPID WRITER...WITH A SECRET..OF SKEPTICLE FLESH BEATING ME UP..THE BOTTOM OF MATURITY..THE HEAT OF MANY DOING THANGS I HAD NO PART IN...THE FORCE OF BEING CALLED TO HAVE SEX..WHICH BEEN HURTING THAT BODY ..WHAT WANTS BADLY..BUT CAN'T GET ENUFF OF..SLEEPS ON IT..THINKS ON IT..LIES ON IT..BUT DOES NOT PERFORM..FEELIN ONE IN PARTICULAR..WHILE THE OTHERS OUT OF TOWN DRUELIN..NO CONTACT WHATSOEVER...KICKIN IT FOR THEM...WHAT'S BEING ASKED..I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT..2 BE DIRECT..NOW THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT..TO PUSSY FOOT..IS 2 BE FUCKED..BUT TO SAY IT AND GET DOWN WITH THE PROGRAM...NOW THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT..DELINQUENT ATTITUDES...FEELING WHAT'S NOT GIVEN..PRETENDING THERE'S NOTHING COMING FROM DA HEART...U DON'T GET A THANG HAPPENING..JUST FEELIN SELF AND KICKING YOUR OWN ASS FROM TOUCHING THAT OCEAN WHICH FLOWS FOR YOUR MANLY PERSUASION 24/7 DAYS..OUTTA DAMN INNER SPECTRUM... YOUR TASTEFUL AGED WOMAN.. GOT THE TONGUE..I FEEL I'M DOWN...STOP PLAYIN..KNOWIN WHAT'S BEEN TURNING YOUR PENNGILUM ON FOR MONTHS AND GET WHAT THE HELL U WANT SOULJAH..U DON'T HAVE 2 WAIT..GOT DAMMIT..IF U WAITING FOR LOVE THAT'S FEELIN U ..THEN THAT'S DA PROBLEM..GET 2 DA POINT..WHAT DO U REALLY WANT..WHAT DO REALLY NEED..THINK!!!..PEACE..BROTHAS..CREATE

DEVINERE..DA DATE

BODY LANGUAGE GAZED IN 2 SPECS...EYES WHICH DRAWS ME..THE KEY..THE DATE..HE..FINE...DA STATUATE..BLACK..AS THE NIGHT MEETIN..MY DARK..BLACK GOWN..WEARING HIM BEFORE 8PM..THE DATE..LUCIOUS AS HIS LIPS WHICH GLIDES TONGUE 2 LICK OFF HER TASTE..WANTING HIS CHIC..ADORABLE MANHOOD..THICK BODY.I'LL BE..LIGHT AS THE MOON WHICH SHINES HIS WAY..DISPLAYS..AN ARMFUL OF WEIGHT..HE EATS FOR DESSERT...WHERE HER THONGS AND LACE..HER FAVORITE UNDERGARMENTS...HE SCOPES LIKE AN EX-RAY...WHILE SEEING HER BODY..STRAIGHT THROUGH..THE DATE IS COMING ALONG WONDERFUL..HER LEGS ARE MOVING TO AND THROW..HE'S SO HOT...THE MEAL BECOMES COLD..THE DRINKS FEEL LIKE ANOTHER ON THE ROCKS..TRANSLATES..WHAT TIME IT IS..SHE SMILE AS HE GREETS HER WITH A DOZEN ROSES..GRACES HER LIPS ..WITH A KISS OF HEAVEN SCENT..THEY DANCE..EMBRACE THE MOMENT..LIVE IN A WORLD THAT DOES NOT CONPUTE WITH IGNORANCE OR TROUBLE..JUST GRINS AND GIGGLES COMING FROM MASSUAGES ON HER TOES..HE LIFTS HER FEET FROM UNDER THE TABLE..STARTS TO RUB.. WHERE COMFORTS STIMULATE AFTER HOURS..THOUGHTS GOES HOME..WHERE HE TAKES HER2 HIS BEDROOM.. LIFTED HER OFF HER FEET..AS HE OPENS HER HEART...PROCEEDS TO LOSSEN UP..SHE GRABS HIM..TAKES OFF HIS TIE..EATS HIS EARLOPES..MUNCHES HIS PRIDE..AS THE NIGHT BEGINS..HE LAYS HER DOWN..TAKES OFF HER CLOTHES..CLOSE HIS EVENING WITH..IT'S BEEN A PLEASURE TO SHARE IN MY THEORY OF NATIVITY..THE ART OF BIRTH MATING US.. AS..LOVE..MY WOMEN AND I..GOING CRAZY..SOMEDAY..ONEDAY...AMORE..CREATE

SHE'S BETTER ON HER OWN 2 FEET

I SAW A GIRL ..A GIRL WITH NO KINDA FUNCTION..NO DETERMINATION..TO LEAD HERSELF A FINE DELITE...WHAT KEEPS HER NOSE IN DA KITCHEN..COOKING..CLEANING FOR A TRIBE..SHE FRAGILE..WEAK..TRIES TO SPEAK..SHE'S ANGRY..SHE'S PLAYFUL AT TIMES..BUT IN DA DARK OF OF HERSELF..SHE'S FIGHTING WEALTH..SHE'S A BONDAFIDE SPECTACULAR MOTION..HER BUILT LIMITS HER PERFECTION..SHE' KINDA SET IN HER WAYS AND ACTIONS..SHE BECOMES THE IDOL OF MANY GOSSIPIN..SHE'S BEAUTIFUL TO SOME MEETIN..SHE'S COLD..IN SUMMER SEASONS...SHE'S HOT IN WINTER'S SNOW...DISPLAYS A SWITCHING MOOD SWING..THAT LIGHTS HER GENERIC SPIRIT..WEARS PAIN..WHEN HEADS TURNED..SHE TRIES TO EQUAL HER OPPONENTS..SCRAMBLES HERSELF FROM SMARTNESS..SHE CARES SO MUCH FOR PEOPLE IN DA WORLD...GIVES BACK TO HUMANITY..WHEN THEY DON'T EVEN TAKE NOTICE...SHE GOES INTO SPECULATION..THINKING...HOW DOES ONE LIVE BENEATH WHAT'S POSITIVE..GROW..IN THOUGHTS OF PRISON..FAMILY...DEATH AND LONLINESS FOR A LIFE STYLE OF WORSHIP..NEVER EXPECTING TO BE FRIENDS ..SHE ANGLES AT ONE WHO TRIES TO COMFORT PSYCHOTIC OVERCHORES..SINGIN..PLAYIN HERSELF..WHILE BEING MELANCHOLY..SMILING AS THE HEART ERUPTS...HOLDIN ON..SHE'S SEEN A LIFE OF WICKED FORTUNE...KNOCKS ALL THE TIME IN DISTURBED VISION..WHAT WILL IT TAKE TO MAKE ENDS MEET.. A FORTRESS..THE GATEWAY TO PLEAZIN CHRIST IN HEAVEN...WHEN HER SOUL ABLES HER TO ACHIEVE..HER GENEROSITY GRIEVES..WHERE THANKS BECOMES NO MEANS..2..BREAK THROUGH LIFE..TALKING DOWN THE GULLY..CHOKIN..STICKING THEMSELVES IN2 HER SPOKEN DREAM OF BECOMING..THAT ANGEL..WHAT LEFT HER ON THE PLATFORM..WALKED AWAY FROM BEING..BORN A REASON..AND NOT A MISTAKE..SHE WEARS AS HER SYMBOL OF DEPLOYRABLE MOLECULES.. THE SEED..WORTHLESS.. A DAMAGED EMBRYO..UNWANTED...DIES ALONE..DOES ONE CARE 4 LIFE LIVING RIGHT..PURE IN HEART..WITHOUT SIN..BELIEVING..IS THERE SOMEBODY 4 ME OUT THERE..BEEN WHERE I BEEN...BUT..UNDERSTANDS..LOVE..PEACE..CREATE

WHAT DEFIES GOOD ACTING

WORDS ..MY WRITTEN ACCOMPLISHMENTS..MY HEIGHT OR MY PAST LIFE..MY MOM'S WAY OF PREACHING..FAITH IN GOD...MY GOOD BEHAVIOR...MY CHILDLIKE STATE OF MINE...MY COOL MO' DEE EXTERIOR OR MY HIP-HOP G- LOVER OR QUEENBE..A LIBERATOR OF BLACK POETRY...A DICTATOR WHO STANDS IN MOTION..READS CARDINAL RULES..AS YOUR DIRECTION...A LOVE FOR MANHOOD..A BREAK FROM BECOMING FAILURE...A LIGHT WHICH NAMES YOU A STAR UP AND COMING...THE FALL OF AN EMPIRE YOU MAKE..A KINGDOM BEFORE HIS VILLAGE...WHATEVER FEEDS YOU THAT DREAM...SNAP OUT OF IT..LIFE'S PRINCIPLE COMES FROM WITHIN..A GIFT YOU NEVER TAKE ADVNTAGE OF...ONCE YOUR FOOT MAKES IT'S WAY THROUGH THAT OPEN DOOR..WHERE YOUR AUDITIONS..ACCOMIDATES DECISION...EITHER WAY..THEIRS NO GUARANTEES YOU'LL LOOK LIKE TALENT TO YOUR SUPERIORS...DEFLIGHT...TAKE A DEEP BREATH...WALK RIGHT ON IN 2..LINES WITH ALTERNATIVE MOTIVES...A DIVERSE SUMMARY OF..CHARACTERS..YOU'LL HAVE TO EXCEPT...NOT WHERE YOU COME FROM...THE ACTOR TAKES IT'S STAND...LOOKS OUT OF GROWTH...FINDS HIS NICHE IN LIFE...GOES FOR WHAT HE REALLY WANTS...YES ..U HAVE POTIENTIAL IN YOUR HEART..MIND AND BODY...SPEECH THAT WILL MELT HEARTS...PLAY A CHARACTER..FROM THE BOTTLE TO DA TOP OF CRITERIA...BUT..YOU CAN'T BRING DA TITLES OF YOUR LIFE INTO IT'S FOREFRONT...THE WRITER TAKES IT'S PEN IN HAND..PROCEEDS 2 CREATE..A CHARACTER..DIRECTS..U ACT IT OUT..IF IT'S BEEN A ROLE YOU CAN'T GET PASS PLAYING..THEN THE ACT WILL BE FORFEITED..STOP TRYIN 2 KNOW SO MUCH..WHEN YOU HAD NO PROFESSIONAL SKILLZ..IT'S LIKE FLOATING ON A CLOUD AND ALLOWING THE DREAM TO KEEP YOU UP IN DA AIR..KNOWING THE ONLY WAY TO BE HEARD IS TO GUIDE YOURSELF ON SOLID GROUND OF PERFECTION..WHERE THE PART IS PLAYED AND THE STARS BECOMES WHAT'S REAL..NOT ELIMINATED..PEACE..BEST WISHES..GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE UP AND COMING ACTS OF PLAYWRIGHTS...THIS IS 4 YOU...FAMILY AND FRIENDS.. I LOVEYA..PEACE..CREATE