ANGEL MARTINEZ

THIS IS A VERY SAD STORY...WANNA SHARE IT WITH MY AUDIENCE.. TODAY...I'M FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO BE ADDED AS A WRITER FOR ANGEL MARTINEZ...A FATHER OF 3...WAS MARRIED...HAD A HARD LIFE OF DRUGS...HE WAS LIKE FAMILY...HIS WIFE WAS MY OLDEST DAUGHTER'S SISTAH IN LAW..ANGEL WAS TASHA'S WIFE FOR 15 YEARS...WHERE SHE STAYED BY HIS SIDE...HELPED HIM GET PASS HIS ADDICTION...IN 1998... THEY FINALLY WENT THERE SEPARATE WAYS...SHE'S NOW WITH ANOTHER GENTLEMEN..HAS 2 MORE CHILDREN..ANGEL ON THE OTHER HAND.. MET ANOTHER LADY..LIVED TOGETHER...HAD ANOTHER SON..WHERE ONCE AGAIN.. THE STRUGGLE OF HIS DRUG USE..ESCALATED...GOT WORST...HE WAS PICKED UP FOR DRUG POSSESION...WHERE HE LANDED IN JAIL FOR 4-6 YEARS...CAME OUT CLEAN FOR ANYONE WHO BEEN THROUGH THIS..KNOWS PAROLE IS THE NEXT STEP 2 BEING FREE...SO..HE WAS MANDATED 2 A PROGRAM..UP IN HARLEM.. CALLED SCARED STRAIGHT..IT'S SPONSORED FROM BLACK AND LATINO CELEBRITIES HIP-HOP ARTIST...HE STAYED IN FOR A YEAR...LEFT..WHERE HE GOT PICKED UP AGAIN FOR VIOLATION OF HIS PAROLE...SPEND 6 MONTH IN JAIL...GOT OUT..RETURNED TO THIS SAME PROGRAM...HE STARTED DOING BETTER...GOT A JOB WORKING FOR THE PARKS DEPARTMENT ..HERE IN NYC..WHERE HE HAD ONE MORE MONTH TO FINISH...WELL..ON MONDAY...I DID HIS EULOGY...OVER THE WEEKEND..YOUR ALLOWED TO COME OUTSIDE..VISIT FAMILY MEMBERS FOR DA DAY....THEY FOUND HIS BODY IN A BURGER KING BATHROOM ..ON SEATED HUNCHED OVER..MAINLINED..THE "NEEDLE" STILL LEFT IN HIS ARM...WHEN I GOT DA NEWS...I WAS KINDA PUZZLED...COZ I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM IN YEARS TASHA'S BEEN WITH JOHN..SO I FORGOT ABOUT THIS MAN...WHEN THEY CALLED MY DAUGHTER..SHE CALLED ME..ASK ME WOULD YOU SAY SOMETHING FOR THE FAMILY AS SUPPORT OF THE FAMILY..I SAID ..OF COURSE I WILL..AND WITH THAT IN MIND.. I SAT DOWN WITH PEN IN HAND..STARTED WRITING A EULOGY...THIS IS WHAT I SAID... "ANGEL" OF MERCY"..GOES HOME A BIRD IN DA HAND..WAITS IN FLIGHT..AS THE BURDEN OF SIN.. KNOWS NO PLACE OR TIME...WHEN THE HOUR STRIKES...THE BELL TOILS THE BODY SURRENDERS..THE SPIRIT GOES HOME 2 HEAVEN... WHERE MY SOUL WAITS...GIVE ACCOUNTS FOR DISMISSAL...WHERE GOD B DA JUDGE...ANSWERS 2.. A LIFE WORN...TIRED..CAN'T TAKE IT ANY LONGER...THE CRIES..THE PAIN..THE ACHES..THE SUFFERING... GOODBYE LIFE..MY WIFE...MY CHILDREN...I HAVEN'T CHANGED..WHEN I TRIED..I FAILED..I'M OUTTA THIS WORLD NOW...FORGIVE MY MISTAKES.. I LOVE YOU..LET ME REST...DON'T GRIEVE..DON'T CRY...BE HAPPY...I'M WITH GOD..THE OTHER SIDE..WHAT WAS LOST ON EARTH...THE PATH WAS CALLING ME...I FOLLOWED 2 HEAVEN'S GATE...I'LL BE ALRIGHT NOW.. LIVE ON..TELL MY SONS...I'M SORRY..I LOVE U...THE DOVES ARE IN FLIGHT...I'M IN GOOD HANDS...GOTTA GO NOW..PEACE...BY..CREATE.. MS S JORDAN....HE WILL BE MISSED... *THOUGHT I MENTION* REST IN PEACE ANGEL.... 1969-2008

MAURY"S IDIOSCRECIES

Example: (Maury).."I not mention this but one time and one time only" the mother flecker makes a mockery of human beings...u got access 2 media... so your entertaining the world with clown acts.. da twist..constructing a man/ woman ...titled..what is love...are u da father?..2..your fighting in front of everyone .. gets up in da morning...kinda like...da news being thrown on your door step...where eyes that witness dog pins...pitbulls vs dobermans...rockwallers...this crap gets on my nerves...there's no money on this planet..that subjects talent 2 ridicule ..da menace for the ill-minded heavyweight or weakness crying for help...the public sets the channels...while their homes need supervision...hatred wears a grin...housework gets overlooked...woman worry about her man acting right...starts changing 4 da worst...your lady has a sudden desire to eat out after work...she (wife) sees no sighs of adultery...all of these things has raised issues with me...what is wrong with....America??...I'll tell ya...it's the lack of economics..lack of jobs..skills for da less fortunate.. poverty stricken inch.....need more book knowledge...less drama... more bible sense...no soap operas telling u..he's not my baby's father...caught my neighbor with my ex last night...tv has no discipline...where love...marriage... happiness is concerned...it kicks it's subjects ...abused u say..what tries 2 escape...what kills everlasting love...instead u plays right into the hands of nemesis...your tv is the hottest burning desire in captivity..whether you know this or not...the electricity it takes to admired...looked at...it costs about a total of love and marriage breakups...divorce...no interest in yourself...u give up looking good...start laying around..as a result...life did u wrong...on da boobtube...Now..as we call it..you tube...the future analyst..giving their own improv on loose cannons with no class...but views good points..while making u see...it's all in fun...JUST like Maury...go "figure"...peace..CREATE

KNOW ME FIRST >ASK QUESTIONS LATER

DID U EVER GET CAUGHT IN LOGIC...WHERE DA QUESTIONS ASK...DO U KNOW?..OR IT'S BEEN WRITTEN..OR..I THOUGH U KNEW..WAS AIMED AT YA...WELL...THAT'S A REAL BAD FEELING I WORE SICKNESS FROM BEING LEFT OUT OF PHONICS...PLACED ON A JURY STAND...WHEN I'M NOT EVEN DEFENSE...WALKED ON WATER...LIKE JESUS DID..THOUGHT I'D B ALRIGHT WITHIN MY CIRCLE OF NAMELESS CRITICS..WHO..SUPPOSE2 LIFTS ME UP...WHILE MY ADRENDILAN RUSH TURNS ME RED AS AN APPLE..I WAS PUT ON DA SPOT OF NO RETURN...WAS SO EMBARRISHED...I WANTED 2 DIG A HOLD...BURY MYSELF..IT'S NOT A GOOD FEELIN...I KNOW HOW 2 BECOME DA ANSWERS...ONLY IF...TAUGHT MEANS 2EDUCATE...ISN'T THAT SOMETHING...WHEN THE TOPIC OF CONVERSATION...BITE YOU IN DA ASS...NOW YOU FIND YOURSELF...LIVING IN A WORLD 0F DICTORIAL PERSUASION...CHECKING OUT WHO LIVED B4 JESUS..OR ALBERT SWITZER OR KUBLAH KHAN...MAKING SURE..YOUR PRIORITIES ARE IN DA RIGHT ORDER...CAUSE WHEN THE DAY COMES..AND YOUR NOT READY 2 BE SCHOOLED...HERE IT COMES...EBONICS...YO'WHERE ARE WE GOING WITH THIS CONCEPT...THINK ..I'LL CALL 4 RECESS...GETS MORE COMPLICATED AS WE GO ALONG...PEACE..SEEYA...CREATE

COOL BREEZE

WHERE WE GET LABELED..A NAME... SUBJECT OF TITLE...WHERE...YOU THINK YOUR DA COMPLIMENT SAID..AN (IDOL) OF SORTS WITH CLEAN...WHITE COLGATE EXPOSURE...2 BLIND SIGHT... "THINKING" A SWEET AMATEUR...BUT PLAYS THAT SONGS "IN DA KEYS OF LIFE" CULTURE.. THE WIND BLOWS...YOUR TIME HAS ARRIVED 2..GRAB...BEAUTY..BODY...B THY WOMAN TO CONQUER..2 LEAD DOWN THE PASSEURS OF MILK AND HONEY...WHAT ADORES YOUR..MMMM WHERE DIAMONDS AND PEARLS RELINGUISHED THEE ENCOUNTER...DEVOURS COOL BREEZE.. WHAT GIVES..YO'SELF...DA WIND.. THE POWERS THAT B ANSWERING 2 MEN... BRINGS...WHAT'S HOT..GOTTA TAKE A DIP IN THAT POOL...WHERE COOL BREEZE WAITS...CUMS...HE'S NO LONGER VIAGRA.. NO LONGER IN NEED OF...DA PILL WHEN DA BREEZE..HITS DA WIND..SETS OFF DA REACTION2..SWIM..(CUMS)OUT NATURALLY.. LIKE CHAKA KHAN..CHAKA KHAN...WOO OH WOO OH WOO..OH WOO..AWWW...FLUID INTAKES ME AWAY..CREATE

WHAT COMMIDATES FRIENDSHIP

I GREW UP IN A PLACE WITH SMILES THAT GREETS YOU ALL DAY LONG..SO BEING A SOFTY AS I AM...I PROCEEDED TO APPROACH CALIBAR...FIND NO PROBLEM WITH IT...SOME WAS VERY ORIGINAL...OTHERS WERE FAKE...YA KNOW' THAT SO CALL SIDE SMILE FROM THE CORNER OF YO' FACE...THE KIND WHERE..IT LOOKS LIKE YOU STINK...HALFASS...WELL I NEVER..I SAID UNDER MY BREATHE...OH WELL..U CAN'T PLEASE SOME OF THE PEOPLE ...ALL OF THE TIME...SO..I CAME UP WITH A METHOD OF MADNESS...JUST WALK ON BY..."SAY NOTHING"...WELL..2 MY SURPRISE..IT WORKED...I GOT MORE RESPONSES WITH ILL WILLS ..THAN WITH RESPECTFUL ALTERNATIVE...THIS BLEW MY MIND STRAIGHT ON OUTTA DA ATMOSPHERE...WHAT'S UP WITH THIS SOCIETY..HOW WERE THEY RAISED..SOME WOULD SAY ..YOUR 2 FRIENDLY..WHILE OTHERS WILL JUST BE BRUTAL..COMEOUT..LIKE...WHAT U LOOKIN AT OR ...YOU DON'T KNOW ME..WHAT'S WIT YA..THE LIFESTYLES OF A PRICE2 PAY..WITH NO SENSE...BUT CHARACTERS WITH ATTITUDE..LOW SELF ESTEEM..BREAKS... BLOW UP...4 NO REASON...WHEN I GO ON MY JOURNEY...MAKING IT WORK 4 ME..THE CHEMICAL REACTIONS HAS CLIMBED THE LADDER IN YEARS...IT'G GETTING TO THE POINT....WHERE..OUR VOLUME IN CONDUCT...RAISES ISSUES...JUST BY BEING U...IT'S A THREAT...WHAT DO U DO..WHAT DO U SAY...WHEN LIFE CREATES IT'S OWN EXPLOSIVES...TNT...TAKE NO TIME OUT...CHILL...GET 2 KNOW YOURSELF...STOP TRIPPEN..THATS WHY I'M SO PROUD OF MY PARTNER...THIS IS A TRIBUTE 2 SELF CONTROL...THANK YOU 4 INVITING YOUR PRESPECTIVE...BUDDY..THIS GAVE ME THE INISITIVE 2 WRITE..A COOL MAN...WHAT LET'S GO..BUT GIVES BACK..NOW THAT'S WHAT I LIKE..BLACKOLOGY..DA MISSIN LINK 2 MAKING IT WORK 4 US...STAY A+PLUS...NOT A D-MINUS...CREATE

LEGACY PT II

DA SAND... IT COVERS DA PAIN...OF CLOSED CHAPTERS...ENDS?..."NEVER"...WHEN I WAS YOUR "APPLE" ON BROADWAY...WHEN HARLEM SPOKE OF LANGTON HUGHES...NIKKI G...110TH ST BY BOBBY...WHEN NYC..MET FRESCO NIGHTS..RECITES...LIGHTS UP FRIENDSHIP...WHEN LYRICS PERFORMED..LIKE VERSES IN A BIBLE..WHEN BALDWIN..MET..MAYA. LIKE..SIGMOND FRODE...MEETS...EINSTEIN'S...THEORY OF RELATIVITY...I REACH A CLIMAX..FELT YA EFFECTS..SPOKENWORDS UNITES US...U SWALLOWED ME..GRABBED ME UP.. DA PIECES OF ME U HAD 2 HAVE...WORDSONGS...IT SINGS..AS OMNI REINISSANCE..COLLABORATES..SHOUTS..GIVES ME..ALL U GOT...THANKS 4 DA MEMORIES..FRIEND..FOR HAVING ME..YOUR SOUL..MATING...DA DISTANCE..SO NEAR CALLIN..U..LOVE...PEACE AND SOUL..MY BROTHA..WHO WEARS DA FIST THAT STRUGGLES... AIMS HIGH..FIGHTS FOR POWER...WHERE..MY PEOPLE SPEAKS SHOUTS..AIN'T NEVER GONNA BREAK MY STRIDE..AINT NEVER GONNA SLOW ME DOWN ..OH NO!!...I GOTTA2 KEEP ON MOVIN..PEACE...SHEILA JORDAN..POEMENTRY'S CREATE

A LEGACY..WHAT'S U LEFT US WITH..

I'M A TRIBAL UNIT..WHAT PAVES THE WAY..WHAT INITIALLY STATES...SOUL MATES... WHAT ADDRESSED MY VIEWS...NATURE IN2 BONDAGE...CREATE'S LOVE...BUT..CLINGS 2...AN AREA..WHERE I B SILENCE...DA TOOLS IT TAKES 2 BECOME..U...IS LOST ...I CAME AS VISION..RELATE 2..DA DREAMS LIFTED...I'VE BEEN WITHDRAWN...SO INTROVERTED..SO QUIET...SO PEACEFUL..I GO 2FIND A PLACE TO DWELL..WHERE LIFE..CAN'T FIND ME...I THINK OF A BEACH...WATER...AMUSEMENT PARK...BOARDWALKS..B DA ISLAND..I RUN...HIDE...LEAVE DA WORLD BEHIND...AS THE SEA RISES..THE TIDE IS SENDING ME 2 ANOTHER PLACE AND TIME...I SEE YOUR EYES...LIKE BLACK CANNONS...A SPARK THAT EGNITES..FIRE..WOOD BURNING...SETS DA PACE OF WARMTH...DESIRE MENTIONED..HE'S IN MY VIEW..HIS HAND TOUCHES MINE..HIS VOICE RINGS ME...THOUSANDS OF MILES...WHERE...THE HEAT BLOWS THROUGH DA WIND...CARRIES ME 2 HIM...I SIGH..WHAT WETS...I GO..WEAR.. DA BEACH..ALLOWS MYSELF 2 SWIM WITHOUT..DIRECTION OR MAP..I REALIZE..I'M IN2 DEEP ENUFF 2 SWIM HIM...RIDE HIM OR FLY HIM...WHERE GRAVITY HOLDS ME DOWN...CONTROLS MY DYING WISH..2 LIVE INSIDE HIS VESSEL..ROW HIS PADDLES...PLAY WITH HIS ANGLE..2 REPPRESENT PACIFICS...WHERE WE NOT MEET...THE BRIDGE...FRISCO...BLACKBEAUTY..WHO EVER U ARE..I STOPPED GUESSIN...YOURS TRULY...ALWAYS...ATLANTIC SHORE..GOD BLESS YOU..THIRST LOSING IT'S DRINK...SOLDIER...I WILL ALWAYS LOVE SWEET...COZ SOUR SPOILS..AS A RESULT..DA TASTE LOSES IT'S FLAVA...NEVER...CREATE