MEMIORS /A ROSE WAS CLOSED/REVEALS A FACE

ON DEC27,,IN NEWJERSEY..APROXIMATELY AYEAR AGO...2 PEOPLE MET ON THE INTERNET..THE FRIENDSHIP WAS WONDERFUL..IN THE PROCESS OF TIME AND DAYS GROWING..A RELATIONSHIP BEGAN..FRIENDSHIP BECAME THE BEST THAT IT COULD EVER BE...IN THE DISTANCE OF WHAT WAS..THE FRIENDSHIP WAS SHARED WITH INTIMATE WORDS AND HAPPY TIMES...OF WHICH MADE MY DAYS AND NIGHTS THE BEST COMBINATION ANY WOMAN HAD EXPERIENCED..SO AS A RESULT..I FOUND A POEM I WRITTEN ON DEC27,2007...OF WHICH ..I WAS SO SHOCKED I FOR HAD IT ..STILL IN MY POSSESION...SO.. I LIKE TO SHARE IT WITH YOU...HOPE YOU LIKE IT...HERE IT GOES~~~~~~~~~~~~~DROP EVERYTHING...DID I HEAR YOU SAY..YOU FIGHT FOR YOUR PUREST FORM 2 DEFEND RIGHTS ..ON BEHALF OF OUR FRIENDSHIP...WHATPLAYS ON NATURE....WHAT CRAVES FOR ENJOYMENT..FROM NO WURDS MENTION..BONE;I BE YOUR KINGDOM..DA ROAR..DA THUNDER..UNDERNEATH WHAT LEAPS OUT 2 YOUR JUNGLE..WARRIOR..I STAND AMONG OUR PEOPLE...FROLIC IN DA MIRE....LAY DOWN BESIDE AFROCENTRIC EMPIRE 2 FIND YOU...BREAK OFF LEAVES AS A WAY TO LEAD ME 2 YOU..TASTE ..LICK YOUR SOUL..CHOCOLATE REDWOOD TREES...KISS MY LONGIN DESIRE..AWAITING TITLE 4 FREAKY..WHERE U ILLUSTRATE...NEEDS MET..ONE 4 COMPATIBILITY..WHILEPENS ARE MIGHTIER THAN VOICE..SPEAKS BECOMES THE FLOW IN WRITING..3000 MILES YOUR CIRCLE...SAN FRANCISCO STREETS COMES TOGETHER..WITH HARLEM DRINKIN COKE ALONGSIDE THE MYSTERY INGRDIENT OF LOVE'S TITLE...FREAKY..WHERE YOUR LINES PROCEEDS IN TWISTED FATE...GREETIN....HOLLERIN HOW WE CAN RAISE ROOFS..WHILE FINDING US.. A CALL 2 MEETING...U AND WHAT'S ON HIGH..OVERFLOWS MY INNERMOST ANTRIBUTES..DROWNING POINTS I'M LEFT WITH..WHERE THE LOVEJONES COMES DOWN FROM EXPRESSION...THINKS ABOUT MILES APART FROM YOUR SHORES..WHERE YOU'VE BECOME MY TROPHY..BE CLITORIOUSLY EXPOSE TO YOUR WILD ANIMAL KINGDOM...THE SEAS OF BLACK AFRICA'S HEAT AND DA BREEZE..WHERE DA COLOR IS YOU...SILKY SMOOTHE SKIN U WEAR...MY SPOKEN REPITIORE CUMS..CLOSES WHAT'S CENSORED...BECOMES OPEN CHAPTERS..WHO AM I.. DA BLATANT SPEECH IDENTIFIED..THE LOVE STORY CONTINUES..4 EVER MINE...KEEP WRITING...WHY NOT ...DA LOVE OF FREAKY COMPELS ME ..WHERE DA EFFECTS OF UNITING..WHILE PORTHOLES OPEN 2 ERECT A CLIMAX..SALUTE...I GOT HOOKED ON SEVERAL OCCASIONS IN THOUGHT..BONE; LIFE BRINGS YOU AS MY BATH WATER...YOUNG..REFRESHING..FELLIN MY OLDER ANATOMY....BONE;HARMONY BRINGS 2 MIND..ONE STEP AHEAD OF ENERGY...STRENGTH 2 CROSS THE PACIFICS 2 YOUR DOOR..LEADIN US 2 LAY ..THROUGH BIRTH ..WEARIN GAPS..BUT LOVING FOR HOURS..I CARE NOT..WHO INSIDE ME..WHAT SIMILARITIES EQUALS..YEARS U AND I HAVE 2 MAKE UP..WHAT DIFFERS..BUT WEARS WELL..CATCHING UP..2 YOUR OCEAN...EXPERIENCE THE PLUNGE..WHILE TURNING MY STRUCTURE TO PAINT ME WET AND WAX 2 LAYTEX COMDOMNATION..ROTATE..LIKE A ROTISSORE GRILL..HOT...FEDDIN ME SEXUAL HEALING..OMG..THE GROWTH MEETS HIS POETRY..WORKS DA MENPAUSE LIKEHONEYSUCKLE ROSE..IT'S OUT IN DA OPEN...WITHA MIC IN HAND..SPREADING LOVE 4...U...A FACE UNANIMOUS..CUMS..I WON'T EVAPORATE OR DISAPPEAR DURING MY MELTING POINT...LEAVES ME MELLOW...MATES DA SOUL..BUT DIVES IN2 MY DISTANCE..WHERE I BECOME NO VIEW...BUT AN INCOUNTER OF...WOMAN..A DREAM 2 IMAGINE IN ME..A FEMALE U WANNA KNOW BETTER...CREATE..QUEEN..DA MYSTERY WITH NO VISION REVEALED..GOD'S GIFT..HIM..WHERE I TOOK ONE LOOK...WHERE YOUR JUNGLE BECAME MY INTENTION..WHERE MY YOU BONE DENSITY..BECOMES..THE CORD OF MY LOINS..HELD ON 4...WHAT BEAUTY REVEALED ..FINALLY ON DEC 25..2007...CREATE.. WHAT A ROSE SMELLED IN HER KITCHEN... BECAAME FREAKY;S INTRODUCTION...WHERE YOUR RESPONSE WAS..HELLO BEAUTFUL LADIE..THANK YOU FOR THE YEAR OF FRIENSHIP AND LOVE AS FRIENDSHIP BECOMES A YEAR..I DIDN'T FORGET...THIS IS WHAT I WROTE...HERE'S TO U ..PARTNER IN RHYME..LOVE ..SHEILA

your liberties/ justice..denies you 2 vote

THE WORLD COMMITS A CRIME AND YOUR LIBERTIES ARE TAKIN AWAY...WHEN DO U FIX THE DAMAGE YOU COMMIT..TIME WEARS A DEFECT ON THE GUIDENCE AND WHERE IT PLACES YOUR GUILT...WHERE THE GOVT FINES YOU A CERTAIN AMOUNT..THE JUDGE WAVES YOUR SETTLEMENT TO BECOME A MAN WITH NO NAME TO POST ON THE BALLOT..WHAT KEEPS YOU FROM BEING A LIBERAL OPPONENT...NO RIGHTS TO PERFORMANCE..WHERE YOUR COUNT ELIMINATES YOU... DO U UNDERSTAND A MISCOUNT..WHAT PREVENTS YOUR HANDS WHICH MAKES UP THIS COUNTRIES STONE AND IDENITY..TO BUILD THIS LAND..TO WORK AS A SLAVE DRIVER...BUSTIN YOUR ASS..COOKING...CLEANING..WASHING OTHER PEOPLE'S HOME...WINDOWS..THE ECONOMY IS WHERE YOU GROW AND DEVELOPE YOUR GOALS..LEARN TO ACHIEVE WHAT'S AVAILABLE..WHILE FORMING A LINE IN STATE CELLS..A MISCOUNT...SERVE TIME IN JAIL...WHERE PUNISHMENT HOLD YOU ACCOUNTABLE..DESTROY YOUR LIBERTIES AND JUSTICE FOR BECOMING..NO RIGHTS..WHEN ALL ELSE FAILS..WHAT'S A MAN/WOMAN TO DO...2 DEFEND THEMSELVES ..WITH WORDS UNSPOKEN TO YOUR JUSTICE SYSTEM...THE ONLY WAY TO SAVE YOURSELF FROM DOING WRONG...FIND NOTHING WRONG IN OUR GOVT AND HELP CLASSIFY ME..ONCE AGAIN AN AMERICAN..DROP ALL CHARGES..I'VE BEEN RELEASE..OUT..THE LIFE I'VE ALWAYS BECOME..A U.S. CITIZEN STILL REMINDS ME... I'M NOTHING..BUT.I'M NO ANIMAL..I BECAME A SEED..FAITHFUL..A BABY..ADOLESCENT..TEENAGERS..ADULT...THE TERM DELINQUENT..IS WHAT YOU LEAVE BEHIND..BACK IN THOSE HILLS..WHERE CIVILIANS GETS A LITTLE CARRIED AWAY WITH WANTING MORE..NEEDING WHAT BELONG TO OTHERS..NEVER BECOMING AN EXAMPLE OF SUFFERING OR SELFISH ANTICS..AS A CRIMINAL..BUT YOUR REMINDED...I AM A HUMAN BEING..WHERE I'M 2YOU..STILL NOTHING...A THREAT TO OUR OWN PEOPLE..MADE MISTAKES UNLAWFUL...YES ..I KNOW WHAT I DID 2 MYSELF..BUT..YOUR GONNA SEE 2 IT I'M NO GOOD..NOT SUITABLE TO VOTE ON PAROLE..PROBATION..WHERE.. I'M NO NUMBER ON YOUR BALLOTS..SERIAL..THAT IS..WHAT HAS BEEN..WILL CONTINUE 2 STAY..A CROOK IN DA STREET.WITH NO MORALS..NO DISCIPLINE..BUT WHEN I'M HONORED..PROVE MY PAST AS DELINQUENT IN TROUBLE..BEEN MISUNDERSTOOD..LIBERTIES AND JUSTICE FOR ALL MANKIND SPEAKS..BUT YOURS IS DOUBLE STANDARDS...TWIST THE TABLES AROUND...ONCE I'M BACK TO LIVING FREE AND EAZY GOING..THE VOTE IS NON IN VOID...SO I'M NO SIGNATURE..NO FREEDOM AT ALL..I'M A REPEAT TELECAST OF...WHAT HAPPEN LAST NIGHT ON THE NEWS..ANOTHER MISCOUNT TO FAILURE..ANOTHER BROTHAS/ SISTAHS TURNS IT'S BACK ON THE BLACK POPULATION..OUR FAULT..NOT YOURS AT ALL...WEAR OBAMA'S SHIRTS FOR SUPPORT...SHOWS THE TRUTH B TOLD...WHERE WE HAVE STRUGGLED SO LONG FOR THIS MOMENT...THE IDEA OF A BLACK MAN IN OFFICE..WHILE HANGIN OUT WITH NO KNOWLEDGE...DREW BLANKS..WASN'T FEEDING MY FAMILY OR HELPING ME BRING DA BREAD HOME ENOUGH..ON A LOW BUDGET PAYCHECK..WHAT U CAN BECOME..DOING DAMAGE 2 YOUR AFFLIATES IN OFFICE..NEVER EVEN CROSSED YOUR MIND...THIS IS THE KIND OF LIBERTIES LIFE HOLDS AGAINST THE MAIN PRINCIPLES... LOSING WHAT AIMS 2STAB SOCIETIES FUTURE'SIN IT'S BAC..OUR FUTURE UPBRINGIN..GOES DOWN THE TUBES...WHAT'S YOU COMMENT..WHO IS THE 2 BLAME...CREATE.. SHEILA T JORDAN...VOTE MY PEOPLE..PLEASEEEEEEE

SMEAR TACTICS

THE CAMPAIGN..WITH IT'S CLINCHES...VOTES ARE SUSPECIOUS..CALCULATUNG WHO IS VOTING HONEST OR NOT..DID U KNOW OUR PRESIDENT ELECT IS BEING CALED A ARAB..SUCH NONSENSE COMING OUTTA A VOTERS MOUTHS..IN THIS SOCIETY ..WE ARE CONSIDER THE COUNT..WHAT ELECT OUR NEXT MAN IN OFFICE..WHERE DO THEY GET THEIR NEWS FROM...MEDIA MADNESS GOT NO CHOICE ..BUT 2 VOTE..BUT WHAT ARE THEY THINKING..WHEN PEOPLE OF OUR COUNTRY IS PLAGUED WITH SUCH CONFUSION..MIXED UP IN DA HEAD..OBAMA EXPLAINS THE COUNTRY IS IN A MESS ..RECESSION KNOWS..WHERE MONEY IS SPENT..ECONOMICS RIDS THE WORLD OF SUBSTANCE AND GOVT SIGNS OUR DOCUMENTS..CONGRESS IS RELIED ON FOR THIS TYPE OF DEFENSE..BUT WHAT DO OUR FUTURE HOLDS FOR OUR FUTURE LEADERS..THE CHILDREN OF OUR NEXT GENERATION..IT'S TIME TO STOP AND BARE ARMS WHERE DEFENSE HAS NO RECOMMINDATIONS THEMSELVES..WHILE LOOKING AT COLOR OR WHERE IT'S EDUCATIONAL BACKGROUND BELONGS IN DA WHITE HOUSE...OBAMA HAS TALK TO US AS A MAN OF FOREFILLMENTS AND OBLGATIONS OF ARMS...A LEADER LIKE THIS IS SHOWING ..PROBLEMS LIKE THIS WILL NOT GO ON ANY FURTHER..STOP TALKING LEADERSHIP AND START WALKING WITH CHANGE...NO MORE ALLEGATIONS OF POVERTY ON THE LESS FORTUNATE..LOW BUDGET..PAYING THE MIDDLE CLASS STARTING SALARIES OF 16OO THOUSAND 2 24OO AT THE END OF THE YEAR..I CRIED AT GAS PRICES...I HAVE TO SHUT MY APPLIANCES OFF..DUE TO PRICES GOING UP...MY MEALS ARE CUT IN HALF..MY CLOTHING..EDUCATION FOR MY UP COMING GRADUATES..LEAVES ME EMPTY IN MY BANK ACCOUNT...SPEAKING OF WHICH IS LOSING BUSINESS TRANSACTIONS..BUT YOU CAN RENT LAVISH VEHICLES OR CHAFFEUR DRIVEN LIMOSINES TO BE ESCORTED ALL AROUND THE CITY..HOSPILIZATION COST...PAYING THE PRICE OF THE RICH...OBAMA DEMANDS THESE AREAS OF DECISION..2 BE ACCOUTABLE BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY.. WE'VE WAITED LONG ENUFF..THE PRICE OF THE ELETE..HIGH AFFLIATES IN SOCIETY..GETS A TASTE OF WHAT WERE GOING THROUGH..WHEN U CALL OBAMA ARAB...YOU FALLING IN2 THE CALL OF TERRIORISM..OVER ACTING...WHERE GOD HAS HIS HANDS ON WHO IS THE BEST MAN FOR U.S...NOT DENY McCAIN.. TAKES AWAY HIS CHANCE..BUT LOOKING IN EYES WHICH GAVE YOU NO WAYS TIRED IN GOVERNMENT..JUST FACING WHAT'S BEEN MISSING FOR SO MANY YEARS..THE LOVE OF HISTORY BOOKS..TELLING THE TRUTH..U CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH..THEN..LET THIS BE KNOWN AS A AMERICAN BLACK/WHITE DELEGATE..THE PAGES HAVE TURNED...THE VERDICT IS IN..YOUR MIND IS MADE UP..BUT YOUR HEART WEARS THIN..YOUR DECISION HIDES FACE..WHERE YOUR PRESIDENT..CLAIMS VICTORY...THE MAN WHO KNOWS OUR FUTURE IS CHANGING THE ECONOMIES INTEREST..CLOSES THE BOOK..ENDS THE STRUGGLE...CALLIN "BLACK" NO WAY..WAY IS OUR ONLY VOTE..NO HONESTY..NO ILLEGITAMENT COMMENTS OF RACISM..HOW LONG HE'S BEEN IN POLITICAL CAMPAIGNS..THIS GENTLEMEN HAS THE VISION ..TO OPEN DOORS AND LEAD OUR ECONOMIC SYSTEM BACK TO IN MOTION...THE WALL STREET STOCK MARKET CLIMBS TODAY..KEEP HOPE ALIVE..PEACE...CREATE..OBAMA ELECT..MY VOTE ALL THE WAY ...DONT FORGET...

KELIDSCOPE OF KNOWLEDGE

WHEN I INTERPID MY RAGE OF FIRE...THE OUTBURST CAME..BRINGIN IT'S NEGATIVE SPEECH PATTERN..LIKE A STAPEDE OF BULLS...CHASING THOSE FLAGS..CALLING FOR DA ATTACK..DARING YOU 2 DELIVER THE MESSAGE LOUD AND CLEAR OF KNOWLEDGE..BURNING OUT DA INNER SENSE..WHEN YOU ARE TOTALLY WITHDRAWN FROM WISDOM..KEEPING YOUR SOUL RIGHT..YOUR SPEECH CLEAN AND YOUR COMMENTS LESS DAMAGING..WHAT IN THE WORLD MAKES U THINK..THE SUN..DA MOON AND THE STARS LOOKS DOWN FROM HEAVEN ABOVE AND PLACE YOUR NAME AT THE ALTER TO BE AN ADVERSITY 2 RIP ANY WOMAN OR MAN..HUMAN BEING APART...THE RAINBOW COMES WITH BRIGHT LINES AND CULTURAL OUTSPOKEN VIEWS...BUT...THOSE DOWN THE DRAINPIPE...VICIOUS...CRUEL TONGUES THAT WALK AROUND..WITH THE SAVAGE BEAST..WEAR 666BIG WIDE OUTSIDED LIBERTIES TO CRAMP YOUR STYLE...STEPPIN ON TOES...SPEAKING ON AN PERSONAL PERCEPTION..WHETHER IT BE...GOOD OR BAD...NEED TO INVITE THEMSELVES..DA INVITATION 2 BECOME A DAY OF RIDICULE AND POST NASAL DRIP..WHERE THE EYES ARE WET..THE BRAIN IS TIRED..THE FLESH IS WEAK...THE SOUL LOST IT'S SELF DISCIPLINE...SO THEY FALL.YOU FUCK WITH EVERYONE WHO U THINK..IS WORTHLESS..KICKING HER ASS...WHIPPING HER CLASSIFICATIONS...STARING DOWN HER BITTER CRIES 2 ASK FOR MERCY...WHILE YOU PLACE HER IN A GARBAGE DISPOSAL..JUST BECAUSE U WANNA LOOK CLEAN IN GOD'S EYESIGHT..KNOWING YOURSELF..THIS IS THE BIGGEST HYPOGRACY THAT I HAVE EVER EXPERIENCE..YOU RUN YOUR MOUTH..THIS ANGELU SAY U ARE..WITH WINGS THAT SHED..FAKING IT..KNOWING ALL THE TIME...GOD HAS NO PART IN THIS TERRIBLE LIFESTYLE YOU LIVE..PRETENDING..IT'S WHAT HE WOULD WANT..USING PROFANITY..WHILE THE OTHER HALF OF YOUR BRAIN IS DISGRACE..WHOEVER TOLD YOU ..THE WORLD SERVES 2 MASTERS...NEED TO GO BAC AND CHECK YOUR BIBLE STUDY CLASSES..HE DON'T SERVE 2 MASTERS..AGAIN..FORGIVE WHAT U KNOW NOT...WHINING DOWN WHAT U SAY AND TALKING WRONG OUT YOU FACE..I DARE YOU STREET...WHERE ALL U FEMALES FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF DA GHETTO..SEE FIT 2 RUN DOWN YOUR OWN PEOPLE...THIS HERE IS WHAT I'M BRINGIN 2 YOUR COAST...SOUNDING LIKE FOOLS WITH NO RELIGION..COME ON DEVINE INTERVENTION..OR SHALL I SAY..THE MISEDUCATION OF BIBLE LESSONS...ANYTIME YOU SAY YOUR LOSING YOUR RELIGION OVER ANOTHER MINING THERE BUSINESS..YOUR THE ONE TELLING THE WORLD WHAT..THEY REALLY DON'T HAVE TIME 2 LISTEN..PEOPLE GOT THEIR OWN LIVES TO FOLLOW...BUT TRASH IS PUT OUT JUST FOR THE TAKIN.....U GOT RID OF IT...THAT'S WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUT...LOSING RESPECT FOR YOUR PEOPLE...THE BEST THING TO DO IS..PRAY FOR HER SOUL...AND NOT BE JUDGING YOUR DAMN SELF...HATER. THAT'S YOU...KEEP YOUR MOTIVES AND YOUR MOUTHWASH AVAILABLE...YA GONNA NEED IT...MISCOMMUNICATION...SOUNDING JEALIOUS YOURSELF...NEXT TIME=USE A TAPE RECORDER..WORDS CAN PROJECTS SOUND AND ACTS ITSELF OUT.THROUGH DA MINDSET..U SAY OUT YO' MOUTH..YOU HELP YO'SELF... START PRACTICING..POTHOLDER.. SMOKER...THAT'S WHAT YOU Say u do right.. "SISTAH"...LOLOL..GO FIGURE...GOD..HELP THIS IGNORANCE CALLED WANNBE RIGHTIOUS IN YOUR EYESITE..LOOKING OUT ON SOMEONE ELSE'S SHOTRCOMINGS..IN NEED OF YOUR LOVE & FRIENDSHIP.... PEACE CREATE ~~~~~~~I GOT TO GIVE A COUNT~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WHEN THE WEB STARTS TO FORM IT'S DESIGN..PREPARING FOR ATTACK.. SHE MOVES AT MANY MILES PER HR...PLANNING TO LOCK THE NET..WHICH SHE WHINES UP PREY..GOING AROUND 2 CAPTURE...THE DAY'S EVENTS..REPORTS LIKE A NEWSPAPER...EXTRA...EXTRA...LOOK WHAT I GOT 4YA...SO AND SO HAD SOME OF THIS AND THAT..WHERE OTHERS WEREN'T AROUND 2 CHECK HOMIE OUT...DID U HEAR ABOUT.WHAT SO AND SO GOT FROM HAVING NO PROTECTION ON...THE TIME IS NOW 2 SHIFF THAT ANGLE AND LOCK YO' LIPS BABY THE ODOR STINKS..YOUR THE TALK...BUT I'M NOT WHAT FOLLOWS YOUR STINCH. PLAYIN YO'SELF...THE YOUNG ANG DA RESTLESS..TELLING SOMEONE 2 GET THEIR LIFE 2 TOGETHER...YET...I AM YOUR TALK OF DA TOWN..SOUNDS LIKE LOVE 2 ME..KEEPIN ME..MY LIFE YOU WANNA CHANGE..WHILE OTHERS KNOWS.. IT'S ALL ABOUT CRITIZING ME..MY LIFE AND MY CHILDREN..MY FLESHTONE.. HOW I LOOK..WHAT DOES IT SOUND LIKE 2 YOU... THIS IS A REPONSE 2 DA SISTA WHO SPOKE ON ANOTHER SISTA ON MYSPACE...YOUR NON-PROFESSIONAL.. SPEAKIN OUT ABOUT NOBODY'S BUSINESS..NO CLASS..YOUR ATTITUDE IS SHOWING WHAT YOUR FEEDING..TRASH...CHECK YO'SELF.. SHEILA T JORDAN

PSALMS139-24-25

SEARCH ME. O GOD AND KNOW MY HEART..TEST ME AND KNOW MY ANXIOUS THOUGHTS..SEE IF THERE IS ANY OFFENSIVE WAY IN ME AND LEAD ME IN THE WAY EVERLASTING...TIME FOR A TIME OUT...I'VE BEEN WRITING EVERY DAY AND EVERY THOUGHT IS BEING ACKNOWLEDGED..ARE SO I THINK...I'M CHASING RAINBOWS AND THE COLORS HAVE SUDDENLY CHANGED MY THEORY..SO IN THE EVENT OF CHANGE...I WILL BEGONE FOR A MINUTE..BUT I'LL BE BACK..NEW AND IMPROVED...WATCH OUT 4 ME..PEACE...CREATE

DA CARELESS WHISPER/ a commentary

I DISCOVERED...A CONVERSATION CHANGED THINGS...I DISCOVERED...SOMETHING IS WRONG IN FRIENDSHIP..WHEN THE STORIES OF TRUTH CAME ..BRINGIN IT'S LOVE FROM LONG DAYS IN2 MONTHS..I HAVE NO HANGUPS WITH MY CONSCIENCE...WITH MY HONESTY ABOUT THE SITUATION..NO JEALOUSY WHAT SO EVER...JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I'M A WHISPER TO MY COMPANY..WHAT I DO..HOW I DO..WHAT I DO...WHEN I'M JUST PLAIN OL' CREATE...THE LOVER OF PAST HISTORY...BUT ..THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEIR UP AGAINST..WHEN I SHOW MY REAL SELF..THAT'S THE PROBLEM...I CAN'T..I DISCOVERED IT'S A PROBLEM BEING FREE AND OUTSPOKEN...YOUR COUNTERPARTS APPEARS UNCERTAINED...THEIR DISPOSITION..CHARACTER LOOKS AT YOU IN A NEGATIVE EYE...I DISCOVERED LAST WE CAME IN CONTACT...I WAS SHIT ON A STICK..NOT BECAUSE THE REAL WORLD WAS FOUND OUT...BUT..WHAT'S REAL..THEY CAN'T HANDLE..THAT'S ME...SHEILA..PLUS IT WASN'T ENOUGH TO BE REVEALED..WHERE THEY WAS..IN MY OPINION..UPSET..TRUTH BE TOLD...YOUR 2 OPEN WITH YOUR SHIT..PLAIN AND SIMPLE...I AM A REALIST..NOT BULLSHIT..NOR UNCANNY..OR FRONT PAGE NEWS ..AS FAR AS OUR FRIENDSHIP..BUT I DISCOVERED..I'M NOT 2 BE FOUND OUT AS ANYTHING THING ELSE BUT A SECRET...WHERE I'M NOT SUPPOSE TO BRING OUT WHAT I'M ABOUT TO ANYONE PERTAINING 2 YOU..SO IN THE EVENT OF BEING SO DAMN BLANTANT...I DON'T CARE WHAT IS GOING ON IN YOUR WORLD..IF YOU DON'T MAKE IT OBVIOUS...THE TIME IS NOW HOW THE WORLD REALLY REVOLVES ABOUT YOUR TAPPIN...WHERE THERE IS LOVE 4 PEOPLE INSIDE OR NOT AT ALL..I WAS FEELIN VERY FUCKED AFTER WE MADE CONTACT...NO CONVERSATION ..JUST WHAT'S HAPPENING WITYA..AFTER THAT ..IT WAS ALL DOWN HILL...ESPECIALLY WHEN BUSINESS WAS NOT EXPECTED 2 COME OUT FROM ME..SO AS WE CONTINUE OUR VIEWS..WRITING POETRY OR ANYTHING ..FOR THAT MATTER...THIS IS WHERE YOU DECIDE ..IF I'M 2 BE YOUR FRIEND OR NOT..CAUSE YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE I DID SOMETHING WRONG..I'M TIRED OF TRYING TO LIVE UP 2 OTHERS EXPECTATIONS..I'M A WOMAN..NOT NO DAMN CHILD..COME CORRECT IN WHAT YOU REALLY FEEL ABOUT ME OR I'LL KEEP IT MOVIN MYSELF...I DON'T KNOW IF I'M WRONG WITH THIS FRIENDSHIP OR NOT..I REALIZE ..YOUR PUTTING YOURSELF THROUGH SOMETHING..BUT IT DON'T COST YA NOTHING TO USE WHAT GOD GAVE YA..A MIND TO THINK..THAT'S FREE OF CHANGE..BUT I'M YOUR PARTNER...THAT'S ALL I SEE..I LOVE YOU AS MY FRIEND..IN LOVE JUST WASTED TIME..OF WHICH I DON'T HAVE..ECONOMY ..IS RECESSION...MONEY IS POSSESION..BILLS..PAYMENTS..WHERE YA GONNA GO OR BE IN THIS NEW PRIMARY IS WHAT STAYS ON MY MIND...NOT NO DAMN RELATIONSHIP...JUST THOUGHT I MENTION..I KEEP IT REAL BROTHA ..NO BULLSHIT..I'VE BEEN ON THIS EARTH TOO LONG TO PLAY WITH MY HEART..IF U LOVE ..GO ON WITCHA BAD SELF..KEEP FUCKING UP...NOW ..IF I CAME OUT A LITTLE HARD..I'M SORRY..BUT..GOT NO TIME..FLOAT ON A CLOUD..WHEN OUR FUTURE IS AT HAND AND OUR LIVING EXPENSES IS CRUMBLING..I WANT MY BOOK PUBLISH BY DEC..IT'S IN REVIEW AS I SPEAK..IF THIS WALL STREET INCIDENT DON'T KICK OVER..WELL IF YA DON'T KNOW..LET ME TELL YA U IN 4 WORDS..BROKE..U CAN'T HAVE..WHAT ISN'T THERE 4 YOU..I ADORE MY PARTNER..JUST DONT WANNA SEEYA MESS UP...U DON'T KNOW HOW I ADMIRE YOUR TALENTS...PLEASE ..GET BACK TO WORK...PEACE..I USED YOUR KNOWLEDGE..WISDOM AND ARTISTRY..YOUR A GREAT ACCESS 2LIFE..UNDERSTAND..GOD BLESS U...YOUR KISSING ASS AND CALING BOOTY ALL THROUGH YOUR BODY LANGUAGE...THAT'S SICK..NO GOOD...CREATE

PART VI...WELCOME BACK DARRYL.J

THOUGHT I MENTION~~~THIS MAKES A WHOLE YEAR FRIENDSHIP MADE MY LIFE TURN AROUND...IT GAVE ME THE CHANCE TO WORK AS HARD AS I CAN...BECOME FAMILIAR WITH INTERNET PEOPLE..HAD THE OPPORTUNITY..TO MEET GOOD PEOPLE...FOCUS ON VALUES AND GAINED INTEREST IN MOVING MYSELF AS AN POET...SO IN MY JOURNEYS BECOMING A NEW FACE..ON DEC25..I OPEN MY WORLD OF WRITING AND LOVING EVERY MINUTE OF IT..I APPLIED MY ABILITIES..I NEVER LIMIT WHAT I'VE SHARED..ALL...WRITING BROUGHT MANY FRIENDS WITH WORKS OF ART...KEEPING ME BUSY...TOOK TIME OUT 2 EXPRESSED WHAT I GAVE..MY POETRY..MY TALENTS..MY STRENGTH...BY A FRIEND WHOM I'LL CALLED DARRYL..HE ENTERED MY LIFE..TOLD ME I CAN FLOW..LIKE A GRACEFUL HUMMINGBIRD..WITH SOUL AND CLASSICAL SATIRE..THAT GOES AMONG FEEDING THAT THUNDER..IN HUMILIATION AND SMILE WITH BEAUTY OF AN INFIMITE LYRICAL SOULJAH OF LOVE...SOFT INNOCENT AND GENTLE..DARRYL IS MY LOVE INTEREST..HE'S MY ENTRY TO PLATFORMS WITH BOOTS AND JEAN ENTIRE...MY LIBERAL SENSE OF BEING..JUDGE PHILOSOPHICALLY..BOLD AS THE RIVER..FIGHTS AGAINST STREAMS APPROACHING...TURNS ITSELF BACKWARDS AND SAVES YOUR LIFE...ANGER UNFOLDS..TRUTH KICKS U WHERE IT HURTS..YOUR PRIMARY EXAMPLES OF STAINS WORN..CLOGS YOUR VISION AND ESCAPES TURBULATES..WHAT MAKES TERMS OF INDEARMENT..HOLD THEIR SOUL AND BECOME WHAT'S INDEPTH..FEELING ALL ALONE AND IN SEARCH OF..TRANQUILTY..WHERE HEAVEN'S GATE PERSERVERE...HOLDS U DEAR..BECOMES..VIOLINS..WHERE YOU ARE SAFE IN LOVE..I AM THANKFUL AND I LOVE YOU FOREVER...DARRYL...SPEECH CAME..MET ME...SMILED..DROVE ME HOME AFTER WORK...SAYING...LOOK AT ME..IN MY FACE..U KNOW I CAN'T SEE YOUR LIPS MOVE...BUT I KNOW HOW TO FEEL U..MY SWEET CREATE..AKA SHEILA...BEST WISHES TO ANOTHER YEAR OF HANDS..MAKING YOU SPEAK IN MY BRAILL..WITH A KISS..YOUR POETRY..NEVER LEFT MY LIPS...I LOVE U 2 SHEILA..I'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER US TOGETHER AS A TEAM..WORKING ON YOUR SCRIPTS..READING YOUR WORDS..OPENS...GAVE ME CHILLS..NEVER EXPERIENCED A WOMAN YOUR AGE BEFORE...NOW YOUR BAC...HAPPY ANNIVERSARY..DARRYL JOHNSON..MY ESCORT DRIVER..AIRPORT DEAF MUTE..MISS YOU MUCH...HAD A WONDERFUL DAY..ONE OF THE BEST MALE FRIENDS I'VE EVER EXPERIENCED..THESE ARE THE WORDS HE SAID TO ME TODAY...AT THE OLD SHEA STADIUM..WHERE HE LIVES..2 BLOCKS AWAY..BUT HE BROUGHT ME HOME..THIS EVENING AND SHOCKED THE HELL OUTTA ME...THANKS SO MUCH...WE'LL DO LUNCH TOMORROW..BEING..WE FOUND ONE ANOTHER ON MY NEW JOB...WHERE HIM AND I DISCOVERED WE ARE WORKING TOGETHER AGAIN..REUNION...SHOCKED STILL..WAS A VERY LOVELY DAY...CREATE