Tuesday, July 15, 2008

A ACT OF DISMISSAL

TODAY WAS A HOT ONE... I THOUGHT I WAS OUT 2 LUNCH FOR A MINUTE...THE DARKNESS CLOSED MY EYES AND THE LIGHT BECAME A LONG TIME COMING BACK...WHERE MY SOUL BRINGS COMFORT FOR A MOMENT...I SIT AND DREAM ABOUT HOURS...WAITING FOR LOVE..WHERE MY MIND KEEPS HOPE ALIVE...ONE MO' TIME..AS HIS VISION CALLS FOR KEYBOARDS..THE PREACHER SINGS IT'S SERMON FOR TODAY...TIME CONTINUES TO PLAY...WHAT A GOOD MAN WE HAVE IN JESUS...I SIT IN DA BACK OF CHURCH HUMMING..YOUR MIND..YOUR THOUGHTS ARE NOT RIGHT...SEXUAL HANDICAPPS...GREETS A SMILE...WHERE HIS DOOR OPENS...HE STANDS AFTER REHEARSAL..PRACTICE IS OVER...WHATS NEXT ON HIS MIND..I WONDER IF IT'S ME HE WANTS AT THE MOMENT...OR DOES GOD GOT A HOLD ON PRAYING..GOD..PLEASE WHATEVER THIS LOVE MEANS..LET ME KNOW IT'S REAL AND NOT A FALSE STATE OF MIND...WHEN IT COMES 2 ME AND HIM..WHERE YOU ARE CONCERN...I KNOW IT'S NO COMPEITION..BUT YOU MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION ..WHERE OUR LOVE GOES...WITH DEEP DELETABLES..AND STRONG MENTIONABLES...I CAN'T COME IN BETWEEN YOUR GOSPEL VERSES AND HAIL MARY'S...ALL I KNOW IS...THIS STRANGE MEETING... HAS ME BAFFLED...DISMAY AND FORELONG...HOW DOES HE FEEL ABOUT ME...ON SUNDAY MORN..WHEN THE SONG OF DAVID RING FROM HEAVEN...I STILL BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT...BUT ONLY IF IT'S DEFINITE AND NOT THE DEVIL..WANTING SEX AND FAILING..WHEN ALL IS SAID AND DONE...MUSIC KEEPS IT'S DISTANCE... CHOOSE 2 BE WITH HIM...U WIN FOR LOSING..U WAIT ON HIM...WHAT DO I HAVE AFTER INTERMISSION...A PSALM READ 91...IN TIMES OF TROUBLE...CLEAN YOUR THOUGHTS... ADDRESS YOUR FEARS...TELL GOD WHAT YOU REALLY WANT OUT OF THIS MAN OF MYSTERY A MOTHER FOR HIS DAUGHER...DUE TO HER DEATH OF..IS HE LONELY FOR A LADY..OR IS HE FEELIN NO BODY 2 CLING ON2...MAYBE I'M DA WOMAN...MAYBE HE'S DA MISSING LINK...WHATEVER IT IS HE THINKS...I KNOW I'M NOT THE ONE...AS I SEE BLACK... HE LOOKS AT MY WARM GENTLE HEART...THE KIND WITH SPLENDER WHO LIES IN A FIELD OF SHATTERED DREAMS...FEELIN ANOTHER...THE ONE WHO WILL DRAIN HER BODY... EVAPORATE HER MOANING..AFTER IT OVER...WHAT NEVER SHOWS THE TRUTH..A NIGHT HE TURNS AND SAID ..I LOVEU...THE MAN GOES AND PROPOSES...U..ON DA OTHER HAND.. FEELS NO FUTURE...HE LEAVES WITH KNOWING UR SOMEONE ELSES BABY GIRL...THE RIDE TO NATURE'S WHIM...WEEPS...A PASSION..FALLS ON IT'S KNEES BEGGIN FOR FORGIVENESS I HAVE SINNED...GOODBYE...THE BED WHICH CONFESSED...LEFT PROMISES...KILLED DA DREAM..LOOKIN FAR..STOPPED AT FOREVER...MIDNIGHT MASS APPEAL...CONFESSION...HE STILL WEARS MY SOUL..GOD'S PROPERTY...DA BIBLE..DA ONLY MAN..WHO READS DA TRUTH... CREATE D TITLE 2B DISPLAYED...WOMAN

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