WHOSE N CONTROL

I'M A FRAGILE WITHDRAWN MERCHANT..I SELL CLOTHING...I EARN A FORTUNE...I WAKE UP WITH ROLLS OF CASH..LOADED...MY APARTMENT LOOKS LIKE A KING IN HIS CASTLE...WITH PLENTY OF LUXURIES...FINE JEWELRY AND TONS OF FOOD TO EAT..MY CELL LEAVES A DOZEN OF MESSAGES A MINUTE...I LAY WITH WARM BODIES..WITH COMFORT EVERY NIGHT...MY BELL RING OFF THE HANDLE...SOMETIMES IT GETS 2 B A BAD HABIT...I WANNA WHINE AND DIME MY SUBJECTS..MAKE THEM KNOW..THEIR NUMBER ONE...GIVE THEM TENDER LOVIN CARE..WITHOUT BURSTING THEIR BUBBLES...SEND THEM HOME CRYIN...I'M NO AMATEUR...I'M A GOOD MAN WHO BRINGS YOU BACK...INVITES ANATOMY OF WOMAN...WHERE THE MERCHANT GIVE OF HIMSELF FOR TIME RENDERED..DISPLAYS CLOTHING AS A WAY TO PLEASE THE SMILE OF A SEXUAL JESTER A PLEASURE...WHILE BEDLOOMS AND SCENTED CANDLES LIGHT OUR MENU...DRAWS DA MAN..WHAT TAKES HIS CLOTHES OFF...ENTERTAINS HIS JOHNSON..THE NIGHT IS YOUNG...I'M BURNING BRIDGES AND BUILDING FEELINS AS I GO ALONG...I'M SO LOVED ..BY THIS BEAUTY..LOVIN ME DOWN..I LOOK AGAIN..WHAT DA HELLLLLL..WHERE'S MY FORTUNE...WHAT HAPPEN TO MY CLOTHES AS SLUMBER LEFT ME BROKE..WITH NO CASHFLOW...NO FOOD TO EAT...NOTHING AT ALL...I WAS ROBBED...MY BODY..THE LIFE...MY FAKE ASS WANNA BE LIKE ME..FRIENDSHIP..WHAT DID I DO 2 DESERVE THIS KIND OF FEELIN...NOTHING...WHAT U WAS LEFT WITH...SORRY KING..YOUR THROWN HAS BEEN OVERTURNED...SHE'S DA QUEEN...WEARING YOUR CLOTHES..CLEANED YOUR APARTMENT OUT...SAID...WHAT DON'T MEAN A THANG...EATS IT'S WAY OUTTA YOUR CLOTHING..I'M BAD...HAD 2 FEED MY FORTUNE...BECOME A LIFE WITHOUT BROKEN DREAMS PLAYIN LOVE GAMES HOMIE...DA BUCK STOPPED HERE...CLOTHES DON'T ALWAYS MAKE DA MAN THE WOMEN DO..WHEN U KNOW SHE'S GOOD...SAY SO..NOT DA SOLES ON YOUR TOES OR THE VALUE OF CASHFLOW OR HOW MUCH YOUR MAKING OR WHERE U LIVE AND HOW IT LOOKS..WHEN SHE BECAME WOMAN...MATERIAL THANGS ..U ADRESSED FOR SUCCESS...LOSING WHAT LOVE MEANT..SHE GAVE OF HERSELF...WALKED WITH IT...LOCK...STOCK...AND BARREL...MONEY..LATER!!!!

AIDS CLAIMS MY NEPHEW / ROBERT

ON JULY 28, 1988...I LOST MY NEPHEW ROBERT CHAPMAN...THIS CAME TO ALL AS A SHOCK HE WAS 25 YEARS OLD...IN HIS MEMORY...I WROTE THIS POEM FOR MY SISTER 2 KEEP AS M E M O R A N D I U M...I LIKE TO SHARE THIS WITH YOU IN THE HOPES THAT AIDS AWARENESS WILL SPEAK OUT LOUD AND IN RETROSPECT...THE MESSAGE OF LIFE...LIVING IN OUR WORLD INFECTING WITHOUT A CURE...SHEILA T JORDAN...CREATE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I WALK A MILE TODAY..I HEAR GOD'S WORDS SAY FEELIN LONELY, IN DESPAIR, CLINGIN ON 2 WHAT WAS HERE, DREAMING, REMEMBERING YOU THE ONE ON EARTH ..GOD HAS HIS EYES AND HANDS WHICH HE HELD ON2..LIFE IN MY MIND..STILL KEEPS TELLING ME..HE LIVES I WALK WITH YOU...KEEPS ME IN TOUCH..EMBRACIN A MEMORY..LINGERS ON SO MUCH..CAN IT BE..GOD YOUR TELLING ME; SPIRITUALLY..CONTACTS WILL KEEP ME HERE ON SOLID GROUND. DEPRESSION...RECESSION...NO RESTING..WHY ARE YOU ; CRYIN..TRYIN TO INCREASE THE FEAR MY WALKS BECOMES A WAY OF LIFE 2 HOLD ON 2. SANITY KEEPS ME RIGHT..MY STRENGTH OF THE LORD WILL ALWAYS WIN..MAKE IT THROUGH..BE ALRIGHT. WHATEVER TRIES 2 CONTROL..THE BOLDNESS..THE WORTHINESS...WHAT EVILS WANT 2 GRAB AND HOLD. THE THOUGHTS OF YOU...COMES THROUGH..I'M MISSIN YOU SON..BUT I WALK WITH U HUN.. KEPT US ONE LOVE HAS GIVEN US ..THROUGH MY WALKS..YOUR PRESENCE...I'M NO LONGER ALONE..SPIRITUALLY; HE LIVES THROUGH GOD..WHICH MAKES MEMORIES LIVE SIS..I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH...DON'T EVER THINK YOUR NOT THOUGHT OF...BACK HERE I NYC...HOPE I'VE GIVEN U THOUGHT OF YEARS SPEND WITH HIM ALIVE AND WELL..PLEASE...FEEL BETTER..YOUR ALWAYS ACCOUNTABLE...LOVED BY MANY..HE'LL BE THERE IN HEART..MIND..THROUGH SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH.. A LOVE WE'LL NEVER FORGET...GOD BLESS YOU... YOUR SIS...SHEILA...CREATE (ROBERT CHAPMAN) JANUARY 18TH 1963 - JULY 28,1988

A ACT OF DISMISSAL

TODAY WAS A HOT ONE... I THOUGHT I WAS OUT 2 LUNCH FOR A MINUTE...THE DARKNESS CLOSED MY EYES AND THE LIGHT BECAME A LONG TIME COMING BACK...WHERE MY SOUL BRINGS COMFORT FOR A MOMENT...I SIT AND DREAM ABOUT HOURS...WAITING FOR LOVE..WHERE MY MIND KEEPS HOPE ALIVE...ONE MO' TIME..AS HIS VISION CALLS FOR KEYBOARDS..THE PREACHER SINGS IT'S SERMON FOR TODAY...TIME CONTINUES TO PLAY...WHAT A GOOD MAN WE HAVE IN JESUS...I SIT IN DA BACK OF CHURCH HUMMING..YOUR MIND..YOUR THOUGHTS ARE NOT RIGHT...SEXUAL HANDICAPPS...GREETS A SMILE...WHERE HIS DOOR OPENS...HE STANDS AFTER REHEARSAL..PRACTICE IS OVER...WHATS NEXT ON HIS MIND..I WONDER IF IT'S ME HE WANTS AT THE MOMENT...OR DOES GOD GOT A HOLD ON PRAYING..GOD..PLEASE WHATEVER THIS LOVE MEANS..LET ME KNOW IT'S REAL AND NOT A FALSE STATE OF MIND...WHEN IT COMES 2 ME AND HIM..WHERE YOU ARE CONCERN...I KNOW IT'S NO COMPEITION..BUT YOU MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION ..WHERE OUR LOVE GOES...WITH DEEP DELETABLES..AND STRONG MENTIONABLES...I CAN'T COME IN BETWEEN YOUR GOSPEL VERSES AND HAIL MARY'S...ALL I KNOW IS...THIS STRANGE MEETING... HAS ME BAFFLED...DISMAY AND FORELONG...HOW DOES HE FEEL ABOUT ME...ON SUNDAY MORN..WHEN THE SONG OF DAVID RING FROM HEAVEN...I STILL BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT...BUT ONLY IF IT'S DEFINITE AND NOT THE DEVIL..WANTING SEX AND FAILING..WHEN ALL IS SAID AND DONE...MUSIC KEEPS IT'S DISTANCE... CHOOSE 2 BE WITH HIM...U WIN FOR LOSING..U WAIT ON HIM...WHAT DO I HAVE AFTER INTERMISSION...A PSALM READ 91...IN TIMES OF TROUBLE...CLEAN YOUR THOUGHTS... ADDRESS YOUR FEARS...TELL GOD WHAT YOU REALLY WANT OUT OF THIS MAN OF MYSTERY A MOTHER FOR HIS DAUGHER...DUE TO HER DEATH OF..IS HE LONELY FOR A LADY..OR IS HE FEELIN NO BODY 2 CLING ON2...MAYBE I'M DA WOMAN...MAYBE HE'S DA MISSING LINK...WHATEVER IT IS HE THINKS...I KNOW I'M NOT THE ONE...AS I SEE BLACK... HE LOOKS AT MY WARM GENTLE HEART...THE KIND WITH SPLENDER WHO LIES IN A FIELD OF SHATTERED DREAMS...FEELIN ANOTHER...THE ONE WHO WILL DRAIN HER BODY... EVAPORATE HER MOANING..AFTER IT OVER...WHAT NEVER SHOWS THE TRUTH..A NIGHT HE TURNS AND SAID ..I LOVEU...THE MAN GOES AND PROPOSES...U..ON DA OTHER HAND.. FEELS NO FUTURE...HE LEAVES WITH KNOWING UR SOMEONE ELSES BABY GIRL...THE RIDE TO NATURE'S WHIM...WEEPS...A PASSION..FALLS ON IT'S KNEES BEGGIN FOR FORGIVENESS I HAVE SINNED...GOODBYE...THE BED WHICH CONFESSED...LEFT PROMISES...KILLED DA DREAM..LOOKIN FAR..STOPPED AT FOREVER...MIDNIGHT MASS APPEAL...CONFESSION...HE STILL WEARS MY SOUL..GOD'S PROPERTY...DA BIBLE..DA ONLY MAN..WHO READS DA TRUTH... CREATE D TITLE 2B DISPLAYED...WOMAN

LIQUID FIRE /HOSE IT DOWN

WHEN I SEE YOU...U SPELLED LOVED...U WROTE IT...FELT IT...NAMED IT..AND I RETRIEVED IT RIGHT FROM UNDER YOUR THOUGHTS OF SEXUALLY PLEASURE...MY POET.. MY FINE LINES..WITH ABSTRACT APPEAL...U STROKED THE CANVAS...WHEN TEMPESTRY DISPLAYS...THE ONLINE SYMBOLS OF COMPUTER LOVE...MUSIC RUBS ME..WHILE TOUCH USES IT HANDS...COVERS UNDER GARMENTS...UNDRESSES..BY A SPLASH OF SELFISHNESS LIMIT AMOUNTS..READY 4...THE GRASS WHICH CAMELFLOGED OUR MOMENT..DIPPING THAT PAINT...GLIDING DOWN MY AREAS USING EARTH TONES AND DEEP BOLD MELON LIPS... EASING IT'S WAY TOWARD THAT LYRIC..WHAT YOU NAMED...CLAIMED...TAPPED..IN YOUR DREAMS..WANTING..HER..SHE BITES OFF YOUR DRAWS..WHERE THE ULTIMATE IS HORNY.. ARE WE READY YET...U KNOW U R..IT'S BEEN NIGHTS OF GREEN HOUSE EFFECTS...WHAT MUST BE ADDRESSED..COMES UNDONE..FLOWS LIKE A TUNE...SINGS...LIKE...LOVE WON'T LET ME WAIT..NOT 1 MORE MINUTE BABY..I AM THE BEGINNING...YOUR MIDSEXSHUN..UR TORSED SALAD...WITHOUT DA MENU...BEEN HERE..LEFT NONE QUESTION?..ARE U READY YET "DRESSING"..OPEN..TILT AND POUR YOUR HEART OUT..WHAT'S BEEN LEFT HUNGRY... IT'S TIME 2 EAT...DRINK AND LEAVE ME FILLED...THE WAIT IS OVER...PROCEED..I LOVE YOU..STOP SWEATIN....WHAT CAN'T BE AIRED AND CONDITIONED.. GET WITHA PROGRAM...FINISH WHAT U LEFT SPELLBOUND AND CURIOUS...WHAT'S MY NAME??.. U INVENTED IT....GOT 2 OWN UP 2 IT..CREATE

DINING OUT AND ABOUT NOTHING

I ENTERED THE DOOR...THE SOUND OF MUSIC IS PLAYIN...RESERVATIONS PLEASE!!!..AS THE WAITRESS APPROACHES ME...SHE'S MOTIONS..WITH HER HANDS...COME..YOUR TABLE READY.. THE SOUND BRINGS MUSIC PLAYIN...INTIMITELY...HE APPEARS..TALL...BLACK..SIMPLY BEAUTIFUL..OWNING HIMSELF..WITH NO COMPANY WITH HIM..I'M SEATED...I'M BEHIND HIM...NOT TRYIN 2 B CONSPICUIOUS..SENDING SIGNALS OF ATTRACTION..THE HEAT FLOWS THROUGH MY VEINS..A MAN I DREAM..THINKING 2 MYSELF...COULD HE BE MINE...WOULD HE SPEAK...I SEE HE WOULD BE ..THE FLESH OF MY BONES DESIRE..I'D GRAB HIM QUICK B4 FIRE ERUPTS...THINK I'LL STICK IT 2 HIS LIFE...WITH A SMILE..SHOW WHAT I'M ABOUT... BUT..NOT SO OBVIOUS...FEELIN HIM..LOVABLE....ACTS QUITE LIKE A SISTAH THAT RISES WITH POWER 2 GET LOVE...BE LOVE...FEEL LOVE..WITH HANDS DOWN MY ORDER...TAMING ME...NOT..BUT SEEKS 2 FIND...WHAT'S HERE..WE ARE CLEAR AS EYES COMMITS THE MOMENT...HE RESPONDS...I'M LOVE...COME JOIN MY EMPTINESS...WHERE I RESIDE...MY HEART STOPPED..MY BODY WAS NUMB THIS WAS THE OPPORTUNITY OF A LIFETIME..I REPLIED DON'T WANNA LOOK DESPERATE..AFTER ALL..HE IS DELICIOUS..I SMILED...SAID...IF IT'S OK WITH U...HE SAID...WHY I'M SURE...I WAS NOTICED YOUR ALONE..BY YOURSELF. AS HE INTRODUCED HIMSELF..MY HEART STARTED TO FLUDDER..SPOKE.. ARE U OK WITH ME INVITING MYSELF IN2 YOUR FRIENDSHIP...I REPLIED..CLEAR AS A GLASS OF WINE THAT YOUR POURS MY HEART OUT..ALLOWS MYSELF 2 BECOME OME MOMENT IN TIME...SERVED.. UNDERSTAND WHAT'S REQUIRED AND NEVER 2 EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED...BUT..END UP IN LOVE BY HIM...I'LL WIN...WHAT'S BEEN A NIGHT4 ME...WITH HE IN OBLIVIEN..THE MAN OF MY DREAMS..I YET 2 MEET...CREATE/MARCH 26/2001

Art of Streetpoetry

Art of Streetpoetry

MY POEMS soon 2 b published > 2002-2003

"LOVEQUEEN" HER CHOOSEN MOMENT I MET A MAN TODAY..HIS NAME WASN'T IMPORTANT WITH A GOOD JOB...A HOME...A COLLEGE DEGREE A YAGHT..STOCKS AND BONDS...INVESTMENTS ENOUGH 2 LAST A LIFETIME...ON A STREET CALL WALL. A LOTTO PLAYER...A CONSTANT SAVER...I SEE HIM EVERY MORNING...ON MY WAY TO WORK..I'M A CLEANER. I KNOW IT'S A HARD LIFE FOR ME...A WOMAN WITH VERY LIL...LIVING IN THE GHETTO...ALONE..RAISING THREE...ONE DAY HE SMILED SO FANCY FREE...SAY HELLO..I SAID HI..HOW ARE U...HE ASKED..WOULD IT WRONG;IF I ASK U OUT 4 DINNER..WOULD U MIND I LOOKED AT HIM WITH AMAZEMENT...THOUGHT TO MYSELF...WHAT IS THIS MAN THINKIN..HOW DOES HE KNOW IF I'M MARRIED OR NOT..AT THAT MOMENT..HE SAID...ARE YOU INVOLVED WITH SOMEONE..MIND MY MANNERS..I DIDN'T ASK ABOUT YOU YET..MY MISTAKE... FORGIVE ME...I SAID THAT'S OK..I'M SINGLE..I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH IT..I FELT SO GOOD..MY HEART RACED...MY STOMACH WORE BUTTERFLIES..I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO ACT..AS HE WAITED FOR MY ANSWER..I OPENED MY MOUTH..SMILED AND SAID YES I'LL GO..DO I HAVE 2 DRESS FORMAL OR CASUAL..HE "PAUSED"..FIND HIM STARING..HIS LOOK WAS SO PIERCING..SO DEEP..SO SENSUAL..SO SWEET..FINE IRRESITABLE..HE KNOCKED ME OFF MY FEET..JUST BY HIS LOOKS..RUBBED ME RIGHT...WITHOUT A GIFT OR GANDER...I LOOKED AGAIN..CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT I'M SEEING..HE PULLS CHAIRS OUT FROM UNDERNEATH SO YOU CAN B SEATED..NEVER HAD THIS TYPE OF CHARM B4...DINING OUT..HE OPENS DOORS...THE FEELING IS PURE HEAVEN...I'M USED 2 A MOVIE WITH OTHER FRIENDS..WHEN I'M OFF..NOT DA COMFORT OF A MAN KEEPIN ME WARM...JUST AN OCCASIONAL HUG AND KISS I'LL SEE YA LATER..WE'LL DO THIS AGAIN..PEACE ..NOTHING..NOONE..USE 2 WHO SHOWS NO MANNERS.. NO LOVE...NO TIME FOR ME BUT ..A ONE NIGHT STAND. I'M TREATED LIKE ONE WITH NO CLASS..A PASSING FANCY...I THOUGHT WHAT WE HAD WAS DA REAL THANG.. BUT ALL I GAVE..HE DON'T FEEL..WHILE BEING HELD IN HIS ARMS...CLOSE...WE KNOW NOT..I ASK FOR NOTHING AND NOTHING BROUGHT A CONTENDER..WHERE MONEY...RICHES...NEVER CHANGED HIS MOOD...WHAT A SPLENDER..A MAN WITH NO MENTION MAKES MIRACLES TAKE PLACE IN MY BEING...I LOOKED AND SEE THE END OF HIM AND ME...WHAT CAME BACK INSIDE OF HE.. WAS DAYS MISSED LIVING WITHOUT A LADY BY JOB.. TIME...RICHES GALORE ...SHE NEVER KNEW...BUT HE WANTED MORE...WHAT WAS HE LOOKING FOR..CAN'T GIVE A CLUE..WOMEN..DA SOUL..NEEDING..SUBSTANCE. IT 'S THE THOUGHT OF HER..WHAT HE DREAMED.. IMAGINED HAVING WAITING FOR HIM ..AFTER A HARD DAYS WORK..ME..HIS MYSTERY DATE..PLAYED A REPLACEMENT FOR A DAY..NIGHT COMES 2 A CLOSE.. I THANKED HIM WITH WATERED EYES...HE SAID AS WE END A LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT OF BEAUTY...CHARM AND GRACE...AS OUR LIPS TASTE DA WARMTH AND GENTLE EDRENDILAN WHICH FLOWS ALL THROUGH OUR BODIES.. SAID GOODNIGHT..IT WAS A WONDERFUL MOMENT BEING WITH YOU AS I GO.I WANNA LEAVE SOME WORDS OF WISDOM 2 REMEMBER ME BY...DON'T EVER THINK LESS OF YOURSELF..COZ..YOU'LL ALWAYS B DA LADY WORTHY OF ME...I LOVE YOU.. dedicated 2 men with a leg 2 stand on and a female with no life until.. she met Wall Street...thanks..yours truly... GHETTO QUEEN...A TRUE STORY APRIL/16/2003..2:42PM...MONDAY...BY CREATE