for Lil Lannie: Quote:MARTIN LUTHER KING...

"'If a man hasn't discovered something that he would die for, he isn`t fit to live. Dr. Martin Luther King Jr., (1929-1968), speech in Detroit, June 23, 1963"

food for thought....if this don't, It will

"The Poem

I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer, And jumped up off my knees.. My Christian duty was now done My soul could rest at ease..
All day long I had no time To spread a word of cheer No time to speak of Christ to friends, They'd laugh at me I'd fear.. No time, no time, too much to do, That was my constant cry, No time to give to souls in need But at last the time, the time to die I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life. God looked into his book and said 'Your name I cannot find I once was going to write it down... But never found the time'"

Black conscience thought...

The Black Report Quote of the Day:

'Every man and woman is born into the world to do something unique

and something distinctive and if he or she does not do it, it will never be done.'

- Dr. Benjamin E. Mays"

PART III..where will I b resting...WOW!!

HEY, welcome...well here I am in Darleneya room

Here we are again, in the basement section over the fish tanks...

Another mask..this was had some snakes running through,

from what I understand every mask w/ something on it's

face represent a tribe

Dale's Dean where he was found by his children

this is the other end of the room..a nice peace way to live

This is there livingroom, the upper part of the home..

Dale Jr..looking at some Egyptian Artifacts

his dad found while digging one day..they

were buried under the ground where they

live..isn't that irontic..amazing..museum

pieces..cool here are some of the mask Dareneya found in a thrift

shop outside Dallas, her home is filled with them and I

just went berserk,examining all the many collections she

had..just Beautiful..:)

Check out this table..these natives are all wrapped

around, hugging one another..but what's so special

about this..It opens wide and the top glass drops n

to a larger size,the bodies open up..wonderful..cool

I think this mask was taking b4..but it's never overlooked

THIS WAS DALE"S FAVORITE THING TO DO....HIS FISH..LOVED

THEM..this is in the basement

My Place to hang out..she has a bar,music and entertainment

and african artifacts,@A55inch TV..i was in

I was in PARADISE...Whoopie!!!

I took this angle for a reason..it was where

I would sit, while relaxing in her livingroom..

and here we are..the basement ,where I did all my writing, thinking

meditating..and wondering just how does a love so beautiful, well put

together, he did all the ceilings, the floors, rugs, built shelves for their

family portraits and the is History..how i feel for her,i wanna stay right

here, never to leave her side, but I am i bwt 2 places right..i can't decide

this is where Dareneya gave up her space, so that i

can sleep by her side..I did..a couple of nights

but I loved that Basement..such privacy..she said

she was thinking of renting it out...my question..

to who??

I got settled in..was about to rest,

talk a lil bit, then retired for the next days activities..

which I knew what was in store for

all of us..plus .seeing my girl..her mother..

Was so happy to be there..her place is like

a mantle piece..with antiques of Black Artifacts

that made me wanna say..HONGOUWA..

WELCOME in african slang..what a beautiful

museum of african masks and pictures, she knows I

like things like this, she's afrocentric

like her aunt she she..Lol..loved it..the kinda way

I wanna live..in fields of dreams w/ an

artform beautiful, flowing through..

meadows of woman who represents their customs

revealing just how it is to this day..primitive,

like a leopard owns his property..not open

for sale of me..freedom..U dig...

that's my Thang..Freedom..

no world is large enough,but

just the right style

and history called..

home..Peace..Create..:)

Part II....The Arrival at 11:30pm..early

Well we landed at 11:30 about 20mins early..was suppose to be, 11:45pm..I thank God we made it Ok..Cried alil and smiled..said

I have arrived..Dallas..WHOOPIE!!...as you can see.. I called Darlene as soon as the plane touched down..she said..are ya there, she she..I replied whatcha think..Grinning like a new Immigrant meets American for the first time..Welcome back..SHEILA!!! although, it was a very difficult day for Darlene, considering she had 2 problems resting on her back..her mother in the hospital and the funeral arrangements..so as a result of complications, making plans , checking on the house..where friends were stopping by w/ food to help in support..she somehow lost her keys to her NISSAN Aramark..SUV..so I had to get a cab, she was so upset but the devil is a liar, it was late and I had to wait until a security cab rolled up and asked if I needed any help..of which ..he got me a cab..amen..I was off to the house..but..sometimes the cabdrivers are not so good finding the whereabouts of a place there not from..u get me, he was Nigerian and hard to understand me..do you believe this..LOL.. had a navigator in his vehicle..go figure, asking me..a New Yorker..the address, spell it and when it became to difficult for him..ask for her number ..of which she got him straight, but used the money monitoring to make it work to his advantage..understand..she wound up paying from DFW to OAKCLEFF..$56.00 Dollars. that's right..told me ..it's no problem as long as I got there safe and sound..I felt terrible and her son..MONTEZ said..I think he gave u the run around to get more money MOM..and I agreed..a smart youngman he is..Montez is, as well as all the rest..beautiful children..WELCOME BACK >sheila..grinning..:)...Create..Sheila

My trip to Dallas..On a good note..Sad times...

I started my morning off at 8:30,waking up to a beautiful sunny NYC day, refreshed and ready to make this flight, kinda nervous, but excited at the same time..my flight was in the evening 6:15 pm..had a lotta time on my hands, my nephew was picking me up at 4:00pm. so I won't get to theAirport so late,so I make a big breakfast..washed some clothes..did some poetry and checked out what FB had to say..leaving my words of wisdom..channeled thoughts on my girlfriend..who after calling me..Monday and left the news of her daughter, Darleneya Loss husband..Dale..I was so hurt and shocked, this man was a a very ambitious brotha..well loved and devoted to his family.When I visited Dallas In 1993..he was the first male on the seen w/ Darleneya..waiting to meet me when we arrived at Peaches restaurant..He had to escort me.. due to the work Darleneya, her sister ..Nikia and Chancey..who was her husband then,that passed5 yrs ago and father of the family..I got to see a whole new world right before my eyes..we went to The Dallas Cowboys Stadium to the Coliseum, where the Black expo was being held..I saw celebrities and at that time..met entreprenuers from all over the world, selling, cooking and making themselves a name in the busines of networking..I went T.D Jakes Church..his first one..before he made his way through building 2 more churches..they had me all over Dallas Forth, Garland, Mesquite and Oakcleff, where Darlene makes her Home to this day..it was truly a memorable occasion for sure.. so after the first trip. I started returning every year, meeting new friends and getting to know my way around..met severval guys and they Loved NYC woman..in Dallas..uh hun. But this time wasn't so good, you see, her mother..my Girlfriend Peaches before his death, had an operation, where she came home, recovering just a few weeks prior to the operation..she wasn't well yet and as a result..relapsed hearing about Dale, a few hours later, she wound up back in the hospital. where Darleneya tried to keep the news from me..but when i had to call her back to let her know about the time of my arrival at DFW..she broke down and cried..told me her mom was back in ICU.. well as you know by now..I got there asap..had to represent her daughter for Peaches and The family. and well here I am..Thanks for listening..Peace..Create..Sheila T Jordan...

My response back from President Barack Obama

"January 25, 2011

Dear Sheila: Thank you for taking the time to write.

I have been moved by many Americans' letters

describing their personal challenges, and I appreciate your sharing your experiences with me.

I am working diligently every day to address the hardships people like you are facing. Across our Nation, families are grappling

with many difficult issues, including family separation or illness, job losses, difficulty in paying the mortgage or rent, and

staggering medical bills. It took many years to create our Nation's current challenges, and it will take time to bring about

the changes our families need. We have already begun building a solid foundation to help overcome the real struggles Americans

are experiencing. The changes we are making will help strengthen our communities and families, create or save millions of jobs,

and fund much-needed reforms to our health care and education systems. As we work together to improve the lives of all Americans,

please know that the trials and triumphs of Americans like you motivate my Administration to work even harder to overcome

the challenges before us. I am confident we will emerge from these tough

times stronger than before with a renewed promise of a better

future for all. Information on jobs, child care, health benefits, housing assistance, and other public resources

available to those in need can be found by calling 1-(800)-FEDINFO or by visiting: www.usa.gov. Thank you again for writing. Sincerely, Barack Obama"